Self-Realization & Self-Made Polarity Experiences

Lately I was writing about my experience with people and groups of people throughout my life - and how I ended-up isolating myself and existing in judgment, which was in essence only reflecting my own self-judgment and mental polarity creations -




See the blog here: http://bellalive.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Relationships_as_Limitation_Bubbles_Fear_as_Self-Abuse


What is fascinating is that our 'experiences' are 'merely' the result of the equated definitions, conclusions and beliefs we accept throughout our lives: which makes it all but a program which, once realized, can be redefined in self-responsibility and self-respect –
thus changing our patterns of participation in this world in a way that will bring forth dignity for life.

Looking at my experience of how I perceived people and how I experienced being perceived by others, I see that one can in self-honesty look into and investigate what 'expectations' are connected to such experiences, meaning -
what does one expect people to think, how does one expect people to react to who and how one is, what does one fear as a reaction/feedback from others, what does one desire as a reaction/feedback from others.

Writing about this, one will see that one’s expectations emerge from one’s own self-created and/or accepted definitions of oneself, be it self-judgment and 'negative'-charged ideas (which would reflect that which one fears as feedback from others) or 'positive'-charged ideas about oneself (which would reflect that which one desires as feedback/'validation' from others).

So, this shows that what we think people think about us or what we perceive people experience toward us = is actually in fact our own mind. It is showing us what we ourselves have defined, created, accepted about ourselves - our fears and desires: both are polarity points that indicate self-separation, from the perspective that
- the 'negative' points one fears being seen/perceived as: are points that one has judged of/about oneself and thus separated from oneself, instead of transcending the points within and as self-equality
- the 'positive' points one desires as 'feedback', 'validation' or 'gift' from others: are points that one has not yet accepted within oneself as oneself but has separated oneself from, thinking and believing one needs to 'gain' or 'attain' them in order to be 'more'/'better'/'higher'.

Such points/ideas of 'more'/'better'/'higher' are showing us that we've actually defined self as the opposite-polarity ('less'/'worse' etc -the 'negative') and we're therefore now seeking and desiring the 'positive'.
So here we can see the trap of polarity within and as our mental 'values' - the things we place value on, in separation from ourselves as life.

So, in fact, until we start seeing and realizing what we (each one of us) have created as one's mind, what others will reflect to us will be our own ideas, fears and desires – and therefore looking at others and the feedback we get from others: we are basically seeing ourselves.

And THAT is where one can start with investigating the mind-polarities that exist within oneself as ideas, images, value-judgments etc, to start purifying one's (self-)definitions, removing the polarity, freeing oneself from the trap, and working towards a point of self-equality and oneness as life -

where the value is self here as life in the context of practical considerations from the starting-point of self-support as actual living, to no longer be subject to mental images, definitions and ideas about self and the world.



SELF-REAL-I-ZATION:
We are what we make real as ourselves -

and thus, self-real-I-zation is a space-time process as we dis-cover ourselves. Man Know Thyself - a process in time which entails several steps:

-seeing and recognizing what it is we have made real as ourselves and our self-experience in this world

-seeing and recognizing what the reality of our experience / what the participation in our patterns perpetuate in this world in the greater scheme

-making a decision as to whether or not such creation is worthy of life, whether or not what we've made real as ourselves in fact supports us as life

-forgiving our creation as ourselves and taking the responsibility to transform the equations of our creation, to stop the patterns of abuse and inequality/polarity and align our practical-living-participation to what's best for all/life, which is also what's best for us individually

-envisioning the practical correction- and transformation-steps required to make ourselves real as self-willed equals of life, as dignified individuals and responsible creators

-making ourselves real by walking that solution/correction/purification into beingness:
and through this we are bringing forth the transformation of our creation as humanity toward what is best for all as life in equality and oneness

Investigate further on self-realization at http://desteni.org
- especially in relation to self and relationships check out the new course: Agreements - Redefining Relationships

Further Support:
Self-Image and Fear of Others
Blame and Animosity
Virus Free Mind
The Emotional and Feeling Body-System and Physical Energy-Alignments

2012 DNA Activation - Sensational Promises for Delusional Minds

Art by Matti Freeman: http://youtube.com/mattifreeman1 http://www.matterfreeman.com/

While many new age 'schools' and gurus promise full DNA activation, has anyone wondered what full DNA activation would practically imply?

People literally 'look forward' to things like that in the hope and desire that they'll bring them salvation and power, but within that they never consider the points of consequence and responsibility.

And while DNA activation is sold like a 'miraculous' savior pill, imagine this rather rational perspective:

Full DNA activation as in full awareness of all genetic information of all forefathers, their issues, their challenges, their points to be transcended. Full DNA activation as in bringing all subconscious and unconscious mind layers of self to the conscious presence here equal and one, to be faced, dealt with, directed.

Are you ready?

Responsibility is Key to Self-Empowerment - Power as Life. 


Stop the delusional mind ideas of power that we are brainwashed with, Stop buying into sensationalism and believing in promises, and discover actual self power as life within equality and oneness in this physical universe HERE.



Watch my Vlog on DNA Activation, Self Delusion and How we are blinded by the 'Light':

Watch out for the Freedom Blogs released by people standing-up all over the world; people waking up to the actuality of reality; people peeling off the veils of illusion that has been keeping us preoccupied, consumed, possessed, entrapped within a system of power-games, war, lies; people refusing to continue accepting and allowing an existence of separation, abuse and exploitation; people that are working on THE END of separation, THE END of abuse, THE END of exploitation. 

Check out the freedom movement at desteni.org and equalmoney.org and find the Freedom Blogs and further self-perfection support at the EQAFE:
Freedom Blogs -The birth of Practivism- Volume 1
Freedom Blogs -The Birth of Practivism -Volume 2 
Virus Free Mind
Check out the History of Desteni to see how it all came to be to how walk today as a group that is standing-up for life, as humanity in oneness and equality. 


2012 – Meet the Destonians and read/listen to the revelations, realizations and discussions shared by all of us throughout the various social media platforms.
Get Informed, Get Involved. 


Let the year 2012 be the beginning of the end of your own personal illusions. Learn how to debunk your own delusions with practical tools of self-support.


Let the year 2012 be the beginning of a new reality for life where WE as LIFE are the directive principle that determines the world we want to live in. 
Let’s get together and create a new reality for humanity collectively and individually – a reality that will support life in all ways, as we start to support ourselves and each-other in dignity and respect.

Cult of Holy Spirit/Spear-it/Spare-it | Is it truly Wholly ?

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Wholly Spirit
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The holy spirit is 
wholly as
the breath of life - 
as the life that all 
living beings share - 
We all breathe the same air.




There is no requirement or necessity to separate oneself from this life force and call it 'god' or whatever.
The only reason to do that would be the intention to abdicate responsibility to such projected entity - to not have to be accountable for our creation here.


It is insane:
the human seeks 'power' (directly or unconsciously) - and yet abdicates the very power as life that comes with breathing here - the responsibility for life, for all that is here.




Equality is in fact the 'highest' a living being can be.


Within equality one can be anything, yet is not limited to something, which one apparently 'own' or 'possess' and has to 'protect' against others or 'prove' as worthy or valuable through self-righteousness.


Self-honesty is required to let go of ego and Stand as Life - as a self-willed equal to all that is here - as one, as whole, here, as self-directive principle.


We can ALL be truly wholly.
All together and each one individually.




The Holy Spirit as 'god' is like a cult. All cults are mind fabrications claiming 'grandeur' and 'exclusivity'.
Life is All-Inclusive.
The Sun is Here for All. Nature knows no boundaries.


Why is Man not Equal as the Sun/Son?
Because of the want/need/desire for 'something more'?


Why does man not BECOME 'more' in fact -Earth could be Heaven for All if man will it-, instead of making-it up in the 'mind' where it becomes 'mine', possession, delusion, enslavement... and we keep on 'mining' for 'more'...!


'Mind the gap'.




Rather Breathe Here. 
Let's Walk in Awareness on the Souls/Soles of our Feet - facing Self, as all that is here. 
Rather become the Wholly Spirit of Life, Equal as the Value of Life: in Dignity and mutual Respect; Worthy of Life, Worthy of each-other, Worthy of the Air we breathe.


Self-Willed Equals will Free ourselves and Life as who we are from the enslavement of this human consciousness that is of separation, suppression, 'superior'-obsession, supposed 'profession'.


LIVE!



Instead of secretly, in the mind, following what one 'beLIEve' and 'hold dear' in self-righteousness and in fear - Rather be one vote for LIFE - Speak up, speak out, shout it out loud! LIVE!


Join Reality: Here are Human Beings Standing up to realize self.response.ability for What is Here - within this creating a new desteni for Humanity, as man-kind in fact, in actuality.

‎"The only soul of value is the sole of your feet that take you breath by breath to walk in the shoes of each other and take care of each other as if it is yourself -- then the soul/sole is nurtured and valuable and supported and supportive" 

‎"See the inbreath as accepting life and the outbreath as giving life -- it must be equal --
as you receive you give
thus -- the trees live on our outbreath and we live on the outbreath of the trees" 

- Bernard Poolman

‎"...human beings have defended the ‘right to believe whatever I want’ as a form of self righteousness that stems from our delusion of apparently having ‘free choice’ and ‘free will’ in this reality, which are only but a pair of aspects that we’ve debunked within this process of Self Honesty. While walking it, we see and realize that we are subjects of a preprogrammed reality, endowed with preprogrammed features to create the faux perception that we are ‘free to think’ whatever the hell we want – we can! yes, though from thinking to reality there’s a huge step missed: the physical-living and tangible reality we are realizing ourselves as. 

Within this, the mind conjectures become invisible ‘food for thought’ that serves no purpose in the physical reality, but allowing each being to remain as an enclosed bubble of thinking processes justifying and excusing itself of how thinking is ‘at least’ the self-righteous act wherein we ‘make the rules’. Hmm." 

- Marlen Vargas Del Razo

MasterBait

every day every way

god will cross my way

and say hey:

here´s a game to play

you just pay and play and pray

keep-on hoping that some-day

what you hate will go-away

no-one cares anyway

here´s a game to play

to forget the regret

what´s truly yours you don´t get

it´s in My hands and yet

the game is set

your skies are wet

don´t worry it will rain

will it wash-away the pain

or have you cried in vain

i´m in your brain

the needle in your vein

forget, forget - play the game

as you change personalities

like tonalities - i am god

the ultimate fraud

a mind that´s bored

a system that´s flawed

a picture-world

every day every way

they say hey, hey

here´s a game to play

please stay, please pay

and what i say you play

you don´t care anyway

life´s slipping-away

and we play - good day

good bye - and one evening you die

it has all been a lie

and you have not seen the tie

just the pie in the sky with diamonds

every day every way

every day every way

god say hey

hey wait, isolate

follow your fate

all here fuck you every way

while God MasterBait

STOP The Game

On the Chessboard of this CONsciousness-reality

...

Do you CHOOSE whether you´re Black or White??

...

Whether you´re Black or White: You play the Game

...

Are you defined by the Game?

...

Do you defend the Game?

...

Would you still defend it if you were on the opposite side of the COIN? If you were subject to Starvation, Hunger, War, Famine, Abuse, Molestation…

...

Do you defend your Color – your CULTure - your Position in the Game?

Do you want what you ´do not have´?

Can you Stop the Game?

for `Love´ to exist = Hate must exist

for `Freedom´ to exist = Limitation must exist

for `Peace´ to exist = War must exist

for `Justice´ to exist = Abuse must exist

for `God´ to exist = Fear must exist

for `Control´ to exist = Distrust must exist

for `Wealth´ to exist = Starvation must exist

for ‘Oneness’ to exist = Separation must exist

for `Angels´ to exist = `Evil´ must exist

for ‘Masters’ to exist = Slavery must exist

Is this the Game you want to play?

Don´t you see that those who `Enjoy the Game´ only do so because they HAPPENED to be on the `Sunny-Side´ of ‘life’?

Look:

ALL is Here in and as Self

The Game exist in and as Self

SELF must Stop the Game

STOP the Game & SEE what is Real Here

Find COMMON SENSE - Support LIFE

LIFE is EQUAL in ALL Beings

SELF-REALize or Self-ReaLIEze

Self-realization: seeing what we have made ourselves real as - the truth of self as how self experience self, as how self´s presence resonates despite what one believe or say - and realizing that we have become what we are through our own acceptance and allowance.

That implies that I am the directive principle of me -because it was through MY acceptance and allowance that I created myself as what I am now: a reflection of my thoughts, beliefs, judgments and emotions; a separate entity in a Bubble of Mind; Fearing death - How can we Live when we´re busy Surviving?

LIFE as who I really am demands from me to MAKE MYSELF REAL as LIFE - HERE, within and as the Physical. To MAKE MYSELF REAL as the living word, wherein my thoughts, words and deeds are one and equal; wherein All Life is honored Equally and Self is the directive principle as Life as Equality and Oneness.

We have become Real-LIES. We see this everywhere. Our world reflects us back to us.

Our words are a LIE, our thoughts are a LIE, our emotions are a LIE, our pictures are a LIE, our ´love´ is a LIE. Life has become a LIE. Is this LI(f)E? Are we alive?

With every thought, word and action in every moment of breath each one determine self. We each are equal to what we accept and allow within self and within our world.

self-realization = self-real-as-I-say-so

I Realize that I am the cause of my presence - cause as effect as one and equal - and that it is always I that determine who I am: either through acceptance, allowance, submission OR through self-direction in self-responsibility as Life for Life.

We have been programmed by directions of others and designed through our acceptances and allowances. We can STOP - and become the directive principle of Self Here; be the Source, equal as LIFE.

We can stand up and SELF-REALize LIFE.

Accept no separation, no submission, no polarity, no masters, no gods, no judgments; no dishonesty, no deception, no abuse, no manipulation, take no bullshit from self or anyone else.

Then SELF-REALization is not an empty word or a profound state to attain - but is who I am, what I stand for and as, and what I create equal and one.

We have become systems within a System, where the Systems are god and us, all of us: Slaves.

Life has been deceived and we are all equally response-able.

Enough is enough!

Stop the LI(f)E in every breath!

No more slaves! No more masters!

SELF-REALize LIFE as who we all really are. We need COMMON Sense, common ground, common interest - we are all of the same Substance.

Let´s get real!