Don’t Give In, Don’t Give Up. Give LIFE.

it's extensive how we define ourselves and our expression based on our perception of impressions through others, interpreting reality through systematic filters instead of LIVING direct, in directive authority as equals of life

currently no expression exists

only reaction

we are slaves to our own consciousness, our own value judgments, our own search for self, all the while we are HERE

what does that realization imply?

the solution is here

the solution would be direct living

Self-Forgiveness is the letting go of the past/judgments/fears, removing the veils, and giving self the permission to LIVE

the LIVING must be equally applied as the Self-Forgiveness

this is a point all is facing

first we walk/start with the mind process of seeing, realizing and understanding our creation

then suddenly we notice, oh shit, we ARE it, it's about changing ourselves

it’s about putting the theory into application, and living the change, living our realizations

all resistance and all fear, all want/need/desire:

is the consciousness that we've become that fears losing itself, fears losing it's 'feeding ground' which has been our physical bodies and this physical world

it is the consciousness that wants to have it “my way” based on self-interest and the concepts of ‘personal happiness’ the systems serves us with, conditioned through family, called ‘love’ when it’s only patterns of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’ creating a world of abuse where profit/self-interest is placed before the interest of LIFE

so the question is:

will we dare to occupy our body as beings of life, and walk/participate in life in self-responsibility, self-dignity and respect, as directive authority in equality and oneness –

or will we remain as consciousness, a fabricated entity occupying a body for its self-interest

this is the question everyone and everything is faced with as the final decision in this existence

"...Understand that here is another way to look at Earth – Earth is the opportunity for the Individualization as Life and therefore a reality is created within which one exist within both life and illusion, to see who you are and what you can be trust with. If you can only be trusted with the illusion = then you will not continue after this – If you can be trusted with life = you will be welcomed home! But you don’t get that ‘for free,’ you don’t get that if you don’t understand how it works – because if you don’t understand how it works, you will abuse others - it’s exactly what happens here on Earth and therefore, it was necessary, and therefore not everyone is going to enter Life – but it would be nice if everyone could, yet, it depends on each one individually, it is your absolute own alone journey, you have to prove that you are worthy of life, that you understand the total creation of everything in fact, and yes it is possible and it is rather simplistic and if you understand it, you will no longer abuse it."

"...That is the principles of the Quanta Moving – they move together. So you change = the world change, why don’t the world change is because You don’t change – anyone that claim that they have changed it is Not True.
Everyone will have to Change if the world is to change – and the world will go to the state that is necessary to force this. Slowly but surely, and before you know it, it may be too late and you won’t be ready and it is okay if you’re not ready, because that is your decision. And that decision, that reality, the ‘Who I Am’ decides everything, that is the nature of this existence, there is No Forgiveness but SELF Forgiveness, there is no Honesty but Self Honesty, there is nothing else but What is Best for All – Best For All is Not Debatable, because it is measurable, it is functional, it is mathematical and it is scientific, in which one can work out the simplicity of the relationships between every form that is here and what would be the best for it.
If one truly care about, then you understand what Real Love is all about, and then you would understand that participating in a system as it exist now is abusive. It is necessary that we start a new system, one where we are in fact responsible and accountable.” 

- Bernard Poolman in Consciousness is a System of Government

to become life, which we do not yet know/realize what it is other than the basic common sense that life must be Best for All,

we must be willing to and will ourselves to let go of the consciousness/knowledge/past/judgments/fears/desires etc. that we've become in patterns of polarity, where for some to ‘have’ others have nothing, and for some to ‘win’ the majority must ‘lose’ –

which is what we see in the world yet it is the same system-principle based on which every individual mind consciousness functions: self-interest.

"...This made it very clear, that Joy in itself, as it is Experienced by People in their Systematic existence of the Mind, is Actually ‘Happiness and Achievement’, because it is Never in the Context of Equality as Life, but rather in the Context of Self-Interested Fulfilment where the One claiming ‘Joy’ has Never Ever Connected with ANY other Part of Life in ANY WAY Whatsoever, but are Only Functioning at the level of Senses, trying to make Sense of a Senseless Existence of Chasing the Next Moment of Mistaken Joy in the Fulfilling of an All-Consuming Parasitic Existence."

- Bernard Poolman in one of the latest posts in his Journey To Life blog 

could there be any ‘higher purpose’ to achieve than LIFE - than freedom and dignity for all in a world without fear, without abuse?

as we walk this process of self-honesty self-forgiveness, exorcising the habits that inhabit us and letting go of the consciousness patterns that bind us, there's a moment / moments of 'vacuum' where the past is no longer but the new is not yet lived into creation

that's where the ‘window of opportunity’ is HERE for self to move and create the NEW, otherwise the old comes in again automatically

this is where breath assists, slowing down to real-time, walking breath by breath

realizing and acknowledging that this process takes time, as it took time for us to fabricate what is here now;

thus –

we gotta walk in patience, yet live self-commitment – don’t give up

don't give in to the patterns of the past

we gotta move ourselves out of the separate mind-bubbles of consciousness as self-interest - and into Life and Living in the interest of LIFE, as who we all really are 

we gotta move self slowly but surely, to let go of a past of separation and abuse and form a new existence of oneness and equality as LIFE

for further context to this blog post please read:

HERE & NOW - Changing Our Here into a Home for Life
 
The Power of Now - It's got you by the Balls

Impressed Expressions of Consciousness

Input-Output, Impressed Expression & History Repeating - Where is Real Life Expression?

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Self-Realization & Self-Made Polarity Experiences

Lately I was writing about my experience with people and groups of people throughout my life - and how I ended-up isolating myself and existing in judgment, which was in essence only reflecting my own self-judgment and mental polarity creations -




See the blog here: http://bellalive.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Relationships_as_Limitation_Bubbles_Fear_as_Self-Abuse


What is fascinating is that our 'experiences' are 'merely' the result of the equated definitions, conclusions and beliefs we accept throughout our lives: which makes it all but a program which, once realized, can be redefined in self-responsibility and self-respect –
thus changing our patterns of participation in this world in a way that will bring forth dignity for life.

Looking at my experience of how I perceived people and how I experienced being perceived by others, I see that one can in self-honesty look into and investigate what 'expectations' are connected to such experiences, meaning -
what does one expect people to think, how does one expect people to react to who and how one is, what does one fear as a reaction/feedback from others, what does one desire as a reaction/feedback from others.

Writing about this, one will see that one’s expectations emerge from one’s own self-created and/or accepted definitions of oneself, be it self-judgment and 'negative'-charged ideas (which would reflect that which one fears as feedback from others) or 'positive'-charged ideas about oneself (which would reflect that which one desires as feedback/'validation' from others).

So, this shows that what we think people think about us or what we perceive people experience toward us = is actually in fact our own mind. It is showing us what we ourselves have defined, created, accepted about ourselves - our fears and desires: both are polarity points that indicate self-separation, from the perspective that
- the 'negative' points one fears being seen/perceived as: are points that one has judged of/about oneself and thus separated from oneself, instead of transcending the points within and as self-equality
- the 'positive' points one desires as 'feedback', 'validation' or 'gift' from others: are points that one has not yet accepted within oneself as oneself but has separated oneself from, thinking and believing one needs to 'gain' or 'attain' them in order to be 'more'/'better'/'higher'.

Such points/ideas of 'more'/'better'/'higher' are showing us that we've actually defined self as the opposite-polarity ('less'/'worse' etc -the 'negative') and we're therefore now seeking and desiring the 'positive'.
So here we can see the trap of polarity within and as our mental 'values' - the things we place value on, in separation from ourselves as life.

So, in fact, until we start seeing and realizing what we (each one of us) have created as one's mind, what others will reflect to us will be our own ideas, fears and desires – and therefore looking at others and the feedback we get from others: we are basically seeing ourselves.

And THAT is where one can start with investigating the mind-polarities that exist within oneself as ideas, images, value-judgments etc, to start purifying one's (self-)definitions, removing the polarity, freeing oneself from the trap, and working towards a point of self-equality and oneness as life -

where the value is self here as life in the context of practical considerations from the starting-point of self-support as actual living, to no longer be subject to mental images, definitions and ideas about self and the world.



SELF-REAL-I-ZATION:
We are what we make real as ourselves -

and thus, self-real-I-zation is a space-time process as we dis-cover ourselves. Man Know Thyself - a process in time which entails several steps:

-seeing and recognizing what it is we have made real as ourselves and our self-experience in this world

-seeing and recognizing what the reality of our experience / what the participation in our patterns perpetuate in this world in the greater scheme

-making a decision as to whether or not such creation is worthy of life, whether or not what we've made real as ourselves in fact supports us as life

-forgiving our creation as ourselves and taking the responsibility to transform the equations of our creation, to stop the patterns of abuse and inequality/polarity and align our practical-living-participation to what's best for all/life, which is also what's best for us individually

-envisioning the practical correction- and transformation-steps required to make ourselves real as self-willed equals of life, as dignified individuals and responsible creators

-making ourselves real by walking that solution/correction/purification into beingness:
and through this we are bringing forth the transformation of our creation as humanity toward what is best for all as life in equality and oneness

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Virus Free Mind
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GOOD & EVIL are ONE | Proof that you Can't Trust the Positive Feeling

We are trapped in a oneness of polarity, both within ourselves as the mind consciousness we’ve been cultivating as humanity over generations as well as in the outer world as the world systems we’ve been developing, accepting and allowing – all in the name of profit.

Profit itself is a polarity construct. For some to have profit, others must have loss.
Is it really so difficult to consider that there is another way?
Or is man so brainwashed with fear that only self-interest prevails at the cost of life itself?


Take the example of a rapist or any psychopath / sociopath for that matter (watch some episodes of Criminal Minds to get a real good idea on the psychology of a criminal profile.) The crime produces a positive experience within the criminal. But to ‘get there’, a negative act was necessary, for whatever reasons: to justify for an experience of lack or injustice the criminal experience within themselves, to take revenge or to balance-out an inferiority complex etc.

The motivation is the seeking /the desire /the pursuit of for instance revenge, justice, power. The idea of achieving that goal and getting that satisfaction is the positive charge that feeds the criminal mind. And the negative action as for instance rape, murder, bullying or any kind of abuse is the starting-point for the creation of the ‘positive’.


Or take the example of abusers that try and control you with fear, whereby they get a ‘positive’ boost from being able to abuse and give you a ‘negative’ experience, which makes them feel ‘more’, ‘stronger’, ‘powerful’. Isn’t this evidence that the positive feeling cannot be trusted?

Fascinatingly enough, the abuser, the bully will often use the same label to induce fear in another that was used by others to frighten them when they were kids for instance. So if someone calls you a faggot or a prick or fat-ass, you can be sure the word thy use is something that either has ‘hurt’ them (=their ego) before or a word they fear, or if someone was fat and was bullied about it and now they’ve lost the extra pounds, it could be they are gaining satisfaction as ‘positive’ charge through hitting you with the ‘negative’, in this case the label ‘fat-ass’.
So here the ‘negative’ action of calling you ‘fat-ass’ is creating the ‘positive’ feeling of satisfaction they’re getting through the comparison they draw in the mind. Now this may be an ‘innocent’ example, however the mechanics of how this works is the same in all cases of abuse and separation.

“The reason why the negative is so powerful, is that the negative is the creator of the positive. The positive is the charge and the negative is the action/starting-point of creation.”

So –
Let’s now look at this from the other side of the polarity more in depth. Let’s take the ‘positive’ example of a lightworker, a positive-thinker or a spiritual person. The creation of a lightworker, a positive-thinker or a spiritual person as a ‘positive’ point has its roots in the perception of for instance this world as ‘negative’.
The lightworker, the positive-thinker or the spiritual person did not look at this world and see it for what it is to understand why things are how they are and how everything within that functions. The lightworker, the positive-thinker or the spiritual person looked at the world and had a ‘negative’ judgment about it, which to deny / suppress / ignore one then uses concepts of ‘light and love’, ‘positive thinking’ or ‘spirituality’ to feel better about oneself, when in fact these ‘methods’ do not have any impact on the world as such, or even any impact really on the person itself other than perhaps making the person comfortably numb for a moment, until reality bashes in.

“See - in spite of being positive - one negative point will destroy all the positive effort.”

It's time to GET REAL – only so will we be able to bring forth REAL SOLUTIONS

Check out the following Freedom Blogs:

Light, Love and Harmony

Is Love something you can Touch

Spirituality and Responsibility

Lifting the Veil to See the true spiritual path



Some related V-logs I made:

“We are a world created through failure - the failure to actually CARE FOR LIFE. We will pay for it, but that must not detract us from creating what is best for all.”

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Quotes used in this blog are by Bernard Poolman

Beautiful People are born from Ugliness | Really? Do we need War to birth Peace?

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity and understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen”  - Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

So what is implied here is that struggle and abuse is required in order to cultivate strength of character – instead of realizing the simple principle of character as principle: principles that are based on common sense, the value of life and the self-clarity or should we say sanity to not accept or allow abuse NO MATTER WHAT.
It is an indication of EGO wanting to justify struggle, pain, abuse in this world with the concept that THAT is what makes people beautiful, strong, better. It is saying that good can only exist through polarity. What is then the point of the endless war between good and bad? Can anyone ever really win? Or is the whole point damned to eternal re-cycling, with only some feeling BETTER about themselves for a moment, the moment they can say or think “hey what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”.
Victims of rape, abuse, violence may occasionally stand up and speak out and be strong – but what about the thousands or millions of silent victims that never share their story, that grow up to turn the tables ad be abusers just for the sake of balancing out the equation.

Do you need hurt to find compassion?
Do you need struggle to find peace?
Do you need violence to find gentleness?
Do you need loss to find fulfilment?
If this has been ‘your way’ then the best thing to do is understand that the world that allows fur this kind of bipolar conditions: is the consequence of the system we have accepted to run our lives, our world; it is the effect of our cause, equal and one; a reflection of who we are and how we co-exist.

To defend this polarity and USE it to justify one's belief-systems and validate violence, abuse and the exploitation of life as something that is “part of life” and a “lesson to learn” that “makes you stronger” because that is how you can feel better about yourself or because that is the only way you believe those in struggle find their strength – is ludicrous, is selfish, is EGO, is INSANE.


Let's have a closer look at what it is that is actually being cultivated through such belief-system:

the establishment of injustice and inequality as “just how things are”; the excuse for using blame, projection and pointing fingers at others without understanding how they as all of us have been created through this system of polarity where we are forced to struggle and compete against each-other to supposedly EARN the right to life, to supposedly WIN the race, the human race that is a nazi against itself.

What is being cultivated is the need for and the apparent ‘normality’ of finding 'justice' through separation, through self-gratification, through vengeance, through polarization. Instead of realizing that there can be no justice in this current system/world as we know it: we require a total-new structure to support life in this world, and to do that we have to start thinking OUTSIDE THE BOX we have created/accepted/allowed - OUTSIDE the 'rules' and 'laws' we conduct our existence by. We have to stop fighting for our limitations.


The statement quoted further implies that pain, struggle, loss: is the only way to find understanding, depth, appreciation, beauty.
Existing within such a belief-system, what are the consequences?

One will justify abuse; one will justify suffering; one will continue to create religions and hierarchies; one will continue to create ‘heroes’ and ‘martyrs’, placing them on pedestals, making more people wanna be like them...
One will continue to allow atrocity in this world and call it 'learning lessons' despite no one ever learning anything (because obviously nothing is changing and history is only repeating); one will create ‘martyrdom’ as ‘purpose’, as way of life, in fact as a way to be ‘special’ and ‘gain’ appreciation and some ‘self-worth’...

Is all that not selfish? Is that all in fact not a self-imposed depreciation of oneself as life, a depreciation of life itself!

Such belief-system is clearly a false view of reality based in the self-deception of EGO; painting a beautiful picture to not see the abuse we are existing in, to not have to take responsibility for the atrocity we allow in this world, to not have to wake-up from our denial and stand-up to STOP.

Wake Up and Change the Desteni of Mankind!

On Power and Illusion - Where is Life?

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On Power and Illusion - Where is Life? 

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

When a person looks at others and the world in terms of 'power', any perceived 'power' will be seen as a 'threat' - this is only showing that a person is obsessed by ideas of 'power' and has trapped itself within the polarity construct of 'superiority'-'inferiority'.

This can also been seen as the polarity construct of 'fear' & the 'desire for power'.

Clearly, this is not the 'realm' within and as which life is here. 

Life is life - life is equal. life not about 'power'. 

So the question for self to ask self is:

what am I fearing?

what do I fear losing?

what do I perceive as power?

what am I fighting for?

what would mean to 'win'?

what would mean to 'lose'?

Already through posing these questions, a person that has worked with the tools of self-honesty is able to see: none of that is real.

So the next question would be:

Why am I preoccupying myself fighting against invisible enemies like Don Quixote - instead of grounding myself here with what is real; instead of working on discovering what it is that actually matters, here, in/as this one reality we all share.

Many 'expressions' in/of this world are unacceptable: rape, mutilation, animals skinned alive, and the list is long. Much of the abuse going on in this world is accepted and allowed or even 'justified' on the grounds of 'free expression' or 'tradition' or 'honor' or 'religion', when in fact it is only about exerting power onto others to feel 'better', 'stronger', 'more', 'righteous'.

Clearly, real freedom as life cannot be the freedom to harm, cannot be the freedom to abuse.

Thus, people! Careful when one is (mis)using the mind to justify the 'right' to abuse and the 'right' to be 'free' of the 'group' that is life:

One is excluding oneself from life, excluding oneself from oneself as life; and if one does not snap-out of such a state of 'mind-possession' and self-realize what one is actually busy doing or demanding, self-realize what one has become and in humility self-forgive and direct oneself to change: one is in fact abdicating oneself, one is abdicating life.

At Desteni, 'self' is seen within a context. The context is life, as who we all really are.

When this 'context' is disregarded, the abuse and atrocity that results is unimaginable, as is evident in this world by far.

Within the context of life, life is the 'most', the 'highest' one can be.

To attempt to be 'more than' life only comes from ego and self-interest and is in essence self-delusion, self-abuse.

That is why we stand for individuality as self-willed equals. 

Equality is the key to life, it is the key to actual power.

Man as Sketchbook

we each are like a sketchbook, where those that have gone before us write-in what & who we're supposed to be...the script and the rules of 'the game' - the same rules that were passed onto them by those who have gone before them.

So the world is never-changing. we are accepting the unacceptable -and so it cycles. different stories, same shit.
shame.

we're living a li(F)e.


When we dare to erase all that input and wipe the book blank - we realize that we are actually creator, director.

now we gotta write our own script.
we can't use the tools/rules that were used for the script we erase(d) - because we'd only be creating another version of what has been. even a polarity-version of 'what has been' would still be supporting the system, the 'forces at work' that see the world as a game, humanity on a chessboard - and the game never-stops as long as the figures keep moving, black against white, white against black, winning and losing and winning and losing, in fact just losing, over and over and over again.
there is no stability, no living spirit; only the game and man's urge to win.
...the 'human race'...

it looks like the game has automated itself, the 'big players' long-gone in their own delusion - the only winner: the game itself.

stop the game - now we gotta write our own script.

obviously there's one thing we gotta consider in doing that: it must be livable by all equally, it must consider all Life equally.
the point of LIFE as equal value, as the equal substance we all have in common - is the point that
has been missed.
it is obvious common sense that all Life is equal, but we are not equal to that, we do not live the value of Life.
WE ARE the 'missing link'. the 'missing link' is HERE.

now we gotta realize/materialize the tools we need to support Life in actuality, in fact - to support who we all really are as Life, equally.

what can we do?

be response-able for Life. support ourselves and those in our world in SELF-HONESTY as Life.
we gotta think 'outside the board'. this is not a fucking game. fuck the rules. fuck morality.
there is no morality in this world. it is a lie.
stop power-games, stop blame. there is no-one to blame; blame is merely abdication of

self-responsibility. we are the ones that 've been accepting what is here - the world is showing us who we are. time to say No More!

stand-up and live common sense. use what is here, use the game against itself, support in creating a win-win situation for all Life, each one starting with self, each one in our own 'little' world.
be direct, accept no limitation, accept no justification, accept no separation.

stop fear.
stop greed.
stop beLIEf.
stop dreaming.
stop self-abuse.
stop hiding.
stop blame.
stop revenge.
stop your mind that tells you you are special.
stop your programmed thinking patterns.
think for yourself in common sense.
think for Life.

stop limitation.
LIVE.
accept nothing less than who you really are.

we ARE the tools.
we ARE the canvas, the painter and the brush.

wipe the canvas.
script a live-able Reality for you as for all.
script Living as practical Equality.

so that what we script may stand for eternity - with no shame, no regret.
so that who we are stand for eternity - worthy of Life.
Equal and one as Life.