Self-Realization & Self-Made Polarity Experiences

Lately I was writing about my experience with people and groups of people throughout my life - and how I ended-up isolating myself and existing in judgment, which was in essence only reflecting my own self-judgment and mental polarity creations -




See the blog here: http://bellalive.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Relationships_as_Limitation_Bubbles_Fear_as_Self-Abuse


What is fascinating is that our 'experiences' are 'merely' the result of the equated definitions, conclusions and beliefs we accept throughout our lives: which makes it all but a program which, once realized, can be redefined in self-responsibility and self-respect –
thus changing our patterns of participation in this world in a way that will bring forth dignity for life.

Looking at my experience of how I perceived people and how I experienced being perceived by others, I see that one can in self-honesty look into and investigate what 'expectations' are connected to such experiences, meaning -
what does one expect people to think, how does one expect people to react to who and how one is, what does one fear as a reaction/feedback from others, what does one desire as a reaction/feedback from others.

Writing about this, one will see that one’s expectations emerge from one’s own self-created and/or accepted definitions of oneself, be it self-judgment and 'negative'-charged ideas (which would reflect that which one fears as feedback from others) or 'positive'-charged ideas about oneself (which would reflect that which one desires as feedback/'validation' from others).

So, this shows that what we think people think about us or what we perceive people experience toward us = is actually in fact our own mind. It is showing us what we ourselves have defined, created, accepted about ourselves - our fears and desires: both are polarity points that indicate self-separation, from the perspective that
- the 'negative' points one fears being seen/perceived as: are points that one has judged of/about oneself and thus separated from oneself, instead of transcending the points within and as self-equality
- the 'positive' points one desires as 'feedback', 'validation' or 'gift' from others: are points that one has not yet accepted within oneself as oneself but has separated oneself from, thinking and believing one needs to 'gain' or 'attain' them in order to be 'more'/'better'/'higher'.

Such points/ideas of 'more'/'better'/'higher' are showing us that we've actually defined self as the opposite-polarity ('less'/'worse' etc -the 'negative') and we're therefore now seeking and desiring the 'positive'.
So here we can see the trap of polarity within and as our mental 'values' - the things we place value on, in separation from ourselves as life.

So, in fact, until we start seeing and realizing what we (each one of us) have created as one's mind, what others will reflect to us will be our own ideas, fears and desires – and therefore looking at others and the feedback we get from others: we are basically seeing ourselves.

And THAT is where one can start with investigating the mind-polarities that exist within oneself as ideas, images, value-judgments etc, to start purifying one's (self-)definitions, removing the polarity, freeing oneself from the trap, and working towards a point of self-equality and oneness as life -

where the value is self here as life in the context of practical considerations from the starting-point of self-support as actual living, to no longer be subject to mental images, definitions and ideas about self and the world.



SELF-REAL-I-ZATION:
We are what we make real as ourselves -

and thus, self-real-I-zation is a space-time process as we dis-cover ourselves. Man Know Thyself - a process in time which entails several steps:

-seeing and recognizing what it is we have made real as ourselves and our self-experience in this world

-seeing and recognizing what the reality of our experience / what the participation in our patterns perpetuate in this world in the greater scheme

-making a decision as to whether or not such creation is worthy of life, whether or not what we've made real as ourselves in fact supports us as life

-forgiving our creation as ourselves and taking the responsibility to transform the equations of our creation, to stop the patterns of abuse and inequality/polarity and align our practical-living-participation to what's best for all/life, which is also what's best for us individually

-envisioning the practical correction- and transformation-steps required to make ourselves real as self-willed equals of life, as dignified individuals and responsible creators

-making ourselves real by walking that solution/correction/purification into beingness:
and through this we are bringing forth the transformation of our creation as humanity toward what is best for all as life in equality and oneness

Investigate further on self-realization at http://desteni.org
- especially in relation to self and relationships check out the new course: Agreements - Redefining Relationships

Further Support:
Self-Image and Fear of Others
Blame and Animosity
Virus Free Mind
The Emotional and Feeling Body-System and Physical Energy-Alignments

GOOD & EVIL are ONE | Proof that you Can't Trust the Positive Feeling

We are trapped in a oneness of polarity, both within ourselves as the mind consciousness we’ve been cultivating as humanity over generations as well as in the outer world as the world systems we’ve been developing, accepting and allowing – all in the name of profit.

Profit itself is a polarity construct. For some to have profit, others must have loss.
Is it really so difficult to consider that there is another way?
Or is man so brainwashed with fear that only self-interest prevails at the cost of life itself?


Take the example of a rapist or any psychopath / sociopath for that matter (watch some episodes of Criminal Minds to get a real good idea on the psychology of a criminal profile.) The crime produces a positive experience within the criminal. But to ‘get there’, a negative act was necessary, for whatever reasons: to justify for an experience of lack or injustice the criminal experience within themselves, to take revenge or to balance-out an inferiority complex etc.

The motivation is the seeking /the desire /the pursuit of for instance revenge, justice, power. The idea of achieving that goal and getting that satisfaction is the positive charge that feeds the criminal mind. And the negative action as for instance rape, murder, bullying or any kind of abuse is the starting-point for the creation of the ‘positive’.


Or take the example of abusers that try and control you with fear, whereby they get a ‘positive’ boost from being able to abuse and give you a ‘negative’ experience, which makes them feel ‘more’, ‘stronger’, ‘powerful’. Isn’t this evidence that the positive feeling cannot be trusted?

Fascinatingly enough, the abuser, the bully will often use the same label to induce fear in another that was used by others to frighten them when they were kids for instance. So if someone calls you a faggot or a prick or fat-ass, you can be sure the word thy use is something that either has ‘hurt’ them (=their ego) before or a word they fear, or if someone was fat and was bullied about it and now they’ve lost the extra pounds, it could be they are gaining satisfaction as ‘positive’ charge through hitting you with the ‘negative’, in this case the label ‘fat-ass’.
So here the ‘negative’ action of calling you ‘fat-ass’ is creating the ‘positive’ feeling of satisfaction they’re getting through the comparison they draw in the mind. Now this may be an ‘innocent’ example, however the mechanics of how this works is the same in all cases of abuse and separation.

“The reason why the negative is so powerful, is that the negative is the creator of the positive. The positive is the charge and the negative is the action/starting-point of creation.”

So –
Let’s now look at this from the other side of the polarity more in depth. Let’s take the ‘positive’ example of a lightworker, a positive-thinker or a spiritual person. The creation of a lightworker, a positive-thinker or a spiritual person as a ‘positive’ point has its roots in the perception of for instance this world as ‘negative’.
The lightworker, the positive-thinker or the spiritual person did not look at this world and see it for what it is to understand why things are how they are and how everything within that functions. The lightworker, the positive-thinker or the spiritual person looked at the world and had a ‘negative’ judgment about it, which to deny / suppress / ignore one then uses concepts of ‘light and love’, ‘positive thinking’ or ‘spirituality’ to feel better about oneself, when in fact these ‘methods’ do not have any impact on the world as such, or even any impact really on the person itself other than perhaps making the person comfortably numb for a moment, until reality bashes in.

“See - in spite of being positive - one negative point will destroy all the positive effort.”

It's time to GET REAL – only so will we be able to bring forth REAL SOLUTIONS

Check out the following Freedom Blogs:

Light, Love and Harmony

Is Love something you can Touch

Spirituality and Responsibility

Lifting the Veil to See the true spiritual path



Some related V-logs I made:

“We are a world created through failure - the failure to actually CARE FOR LIFE. We will pay for it, but that must not detract us from creating what is best for all.”

Check out the following Freedom Beats:

For more insights and perspectives read Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 1

Also, at EQAFE you can get yourself a FREE copy of the Blog Book How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message - Check it out!

Quotes used in this blog are by Bernard Poolman

2012 Forgive & Forget Anonymous

The year 2012 is said by many to be a year of change.
So perhaps the question is: How do we expect change to come forth?

Anonymous claim “We do not forgive. We do not forget.” This is the very nature of consciousness – the very state of mind – that manifests war in this world: by seeking revenge, by directing blame, hate, rage, by thinking in ‘us and them’, by looking for ‘justice’ within separation and power-games. All this is not allowing one to make the effort and really understand the nature of the system and how it came to be; how it continues to exist, what keeps it alive and how we are all responsible.

Here is an extraordinary interview that gives perspective on the nature of the world-system and sheds light onto the ‘how’ of our collective responsibility for What is Here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSJOkR0YMCE


We are Destonians. We are not anonymous; on the contrary, we stand with our own names and dare to take-on the systems of our world. Because we realize responsibility for all and everything that is here.

Instead of revenge and power-games, rather we should all in fact FORGIVE and FORGET.
Why?
Because there is no way we will sort this world out through revenge, vengeance or the punishment. So much evil has occurred already and what we see is history merely repeating – no one is better than another in this world-system. We are ALL responsible, either through direct participation as cause, or through our acceptances and allowances as the effect of giving permission for things to exist as they do.
Within this whole CHAOS of cultural, religious, racial, political, ideological separation and dogmatism that exists and rules the hearts of men, there is only one way to get past this alive: Forgiveness.

Obviously forgiving others is not the point, since it is the actual tangible change that makes forgiveness real and meaningful. Forgiveness without change is useless. Therefore, each one can in essence only forgive oneself, since only self can change self for real.
Ultimately we will have to forgive each-other if we want to build a new world where we co-exist as life – and that is a point where an equality system will be of tremendous support: Forgiving all debt and establishing a new value-system based on the value of life will equalize everyone in freedom, rights, wealth and opportunities/choice in life. This is a big step that will take time and a certain process – but for now, each one can start forgiving self and changing self in a way that is of dignity and respect to life – to self, as all as one as equal.

When I say Forgive and Forget, it’s not that we ‘forget’ as you might think. But we can let go!
We do not ‘forget’ that which is real as ourselves because it’s Here. Everything is Here. Only that which has not been real – goes. It will either be LET GO of, willingly, in awareness, or it will crumble down in the end, just like the systems of the world currently.
We can Forgive and Forget the separation, the hate, the accepted ‘human nature’, the greed, the fear, the vengeance and blame. We can Forgive and Forget the power-games. We can Forgive and Forget the systems of enslavement that we’ve been allowing to govern, determine, define us – and we can create a system of life for life, taking into consideration every living thing on earth including the planet!

FORGET 2012 –
2012 is not gonna save anything: because every one will have to save themselves.

FORGIVE –
For-Give:  Give For Life.
Stop giving to the mind, the ghosts of the past, the fears and desires of a conditioned existence that is looping into implosion, self-destruction, the end.

Let’s make the end a New Beginning.
Make the decision to Stop.
Within this, we BECOME “the end” – and do not have to literally experience destruction and drive this existence into its doom.

The end is here. We are the end; and we are the Beginning.  Let’s start Here and Now, breathe, birth ourselves into Living, birth ourselves as Life. Let’s have LIFE on this planet, starting with ourselves and expanding into a new system that will restore dignity of life and enable mutual respect, self-expansion and real power as creators –
as Equals of Life.

Power-games of inferiority/superiority have proven to be unworthy and unsupportive for all – We can all agree that as living-beings that breathe on this planet we are equal. We require a CLEAN SLATE as humanity to start over in a new way of LIFE. This clean slate can only be achieved through self-realization, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and respect for life. This starts within each one individually – and collectively we can support every body in the process of self-realization through a new system of actual life-support.

Investigate the solution of equality:
http://desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org
http://eqafe.com

The MessAge of ChristMESS – An Orgasm for Capitalism | Trigger-Happy through Feelings and Long Live Consumerism while Millions Starve

How did the civil-LIE-zed world make a MESS out of Jesus Christ?

How did the mental manipulation by some few in power MESS with the message of equality?

Why didn’t the EQUALITY that Jesus presented prevail, but was instead transmuted into separatist dogmas of the One True God – which is in fact what is being promulgated by all religions regardless the ‘name’ of ‘their god’?

How did the message of Oneness become the message of Polarity, based on and supporting a bipolar system of reward and punishment – which is in essence what Capitalism is today: a system that turns you into capital at the moment of birth and begins with your brainwashing as soon as you learn to speak…

Religion is Capitalism and Worship is Consumerism. Reward and Punishment is the two sides of the same coin, they called it ‘love’:  which is in fact ‘Feeling’ – yet another bipolar construct of the system with two polarity sides: love and fear.

Reward and Punishment.

In the current system you can’t have one without the other. And while that is evidently easy to see, we’ve spent eons of time fighting for ‘love’, struggling for ‘rewards’ – never really considering that there must be ANOTHER WAY, a way that is not bound to the polarity of the system that keeps us trapped and spinning up and down…

What will it take to break through the programming that is the brainwashing each one is subjected to under the auspices of the system from the moment we are born, regardless whether rich or poor, good or evil, black or white…?

What will it take to find our way to Real Oneness as Life?

Oneness by definition entails Equality. Without Equality, Oneness is deception. This deception is propagated through every religion as the oneness of that religion/group only. The same goes for any group or grouping that is set to define itself in separation and ‘protect’ itself/its members against the rest of the world.

Any separation requires religion, requires a belief-system. This can be seen very clearly in the evolution of religion, especially the New Age, where the need to ‘protect’ oneself against for instance ‘negative energy’ is the point/belief that creates the separation, the fear, the need, the hope, and thus the capital. 

Yet we suppress what is here, within and without, daily in our faces for all to see: the truth of this world, the truth of ourselves. It is not pretty, despite the bright shiny things we decorate ourselves/the world with.

The capital even attempts to justify the fact that we do not give a fuck about half the world starving. To do that, the systems use the ‘logic’ of reward and punishment, making belief that for instance “each one gets what they deserve” or that there are “life lessons to learn” – despite the fact that clearly we do not remember any past lives and therefore it is impossible to learn a lesson for life through starvation, murder, rape or any abuse for that matter.

What will it take for the world to STOP justifying the exploitation of Life?

What will it take to put an end to the system of abuse as capitalism/ consumerism/ escapism/ separatism?

It will take, for one, the guts to see things for what they are and call things by their name.

We’d better start investigating and taking into consideration the interconnectedness of singular points within and as the whole; understanding cause and effect; and acknowledging the manifested consequences we see and experience in our world as the outflows of our action, inaction, acceptances and allowances.

Upon awakening to the truth of this existence, we have no choice but to see common sense and embrace our responsibility as Earthlings, based on the mere fact of the matter that we are Here on Earth, participating in the world system in every moment of breath, and it is through the impulses of our participation that we contribute to forming the world as we know it. 

Therefore, it is through transforming ourselves, our relationships, our interactions and our participation in the world that we are able to transform the world into a place of dignity and respect for life.

Follow the Freedom Blogs and see how more and more people start to break through the conditioned programming of consciousness; more and more people start to stand-up, speak out and expose the atrocities of this world as we have accepted it and still allow it to continue day in day out; more and more people are becoming aware and taking self-responsibility to break through the conditioned matrix and free self from the chains of consumerism, separatism, belief-systems and other habitual and ingrained patterns.

Read the Freedom Blogs for revealing existential perspectives on the mechanics of consciousness and the fabric of existence. 

Join this global movement of self-realization as life in awareness. 

Join the cause of transcending the world system as ourselves: from separation, fear and exploitation, into oneness and equality; 

a co-existence in dignity and freedom – the end of survival and the beginning of LIFE.

HUMANITY is a GROUP – Earthlings Come Together Here & Now

Who would imagine that the process of self-realization of Mankind would be intricately and intimately connected to the money-system of the world?!

Why do I say this? Let me explain.

Humanity is a group. 

I cannot possibly seek self-realization in a bubble where only myself or only my family or only my belief-system exists in separation from all that is here. Who I am and how I exist here is determined through all relationships I form with all and everything in my world, and in turn determines the relationships of this world. That is our Truth; it is seen in who we are in the context of the one reality we share, it is seen in how we co-exist in the world, the smaller and the greater.

Alone in the mind everyone can be a superhero. But who are we HERE? Who are we in relation to everyone and everything else? How do we participate in reality? That is what forms reality; that is what creates the ‘world as we know it’ – breath by breath, moment by moment, step by step, through eons of time we collectively and individually construct what is Here, our Here: this world.

I am here, on this earth, in this body. I don’t know where I come from, but I know that I, as all, return to the dust of the earth and leave behind the legacy of who each one is and who we are collectively. What I also know is that the legacy we’ve been carrying around through eons of time cannot be that profound, otherwise we would be facing a difference of reality; we wouldn’t be facing the world as we know it: separation, exploitation, power-games, hierarchies, false values, disregard of life.

Humanity is a group. 

This is what we realized and came together as, at Desteni – a group of people from all corners of the world standing up for life, for oneness and equality in practical-application. 

The objective is to purify that which we’ve accepted and called ‘life’ into something that is actually worth living – for all. The way is to stand together and live into creation the principle of oneness and equality, to dis-cover the value of life – the value of life is life; and all life is equally valuable. We see that it is up to us, the people, you and me, to stop our accepted ways and stand-up to form a new system that will make it possible for all to LIVE a dignified life.

We come together to be the custodians of life on earth, as Earthlings. The destonian way of life goes beyond gender, race, culture, religion, status. The destonian way of life aims to transcend any and all hierarchies, any and all separation, any and all belief-systems. So that only life remains.

Purifying ourselves, we are able to purify our world. Beginning with ourselves, we expand to all that is here. Beginning with our relationships and co-existence in the small, we expand to the bigger picture, encompassing the globe and including all life. We stand all-inclusive and we hold the self-realization as life for all, even for those who are not yet willing to give up their self-definitions, their belief-systems, their fears.

We stand all inclusive because we see that we are each the result of the relationships and circumstances we were born into. No one was ever free to live, free to be and communicate as life. We’ve only ever looked for like-minded people to ‘feel safe’, people that will agree with our beliefs and accept our weaknesses and pretenses so that no one has to change. We’ve buying into the easy-fix solutions the system seems to offer and trying and keep to ourselves because “hey, what could I possibly do…” We keep using the masks we developed as coping-mechanisms in the context of family, friends, enemies; but we never really get to know another intimately, we never really commit to anything. Instead, we submit to fear and the survival-system we are presented with from birth to death.

The time for change is Here and Now.

It is the end of the world as we know it. 

Why? 

Because we see and we understand. We can no longer hide from the truth of ourselves.

For the first time we see and realize that in order to re-create ourselves in the image and likeness of who we really are as life: we have to include everyone and everything of our world, our existence, this one reality we share. We have to responsibly investigate how we have formed and conditioned ourselves and others through relationships of dependency, mistrust, manipulation; relationships in dishonesty, secrecy, pretense.

For the first time in the history of mankind a group has come together that stands not against anyone or anything, but stands for all and for the realization of life as equality and oneness, for the actualization of life based on and as the value of life.

As Destonians we stand alone and follow no one. Yet we walk together, assisting and supporting ourselves and each-other in transforming our living-application and transcending our existence into what is best for all life.

We stand alone – all:one – because self-realization entails SELF-honesty, SELF-trust, SELF-will. No one can realize for another, no one can breathe for another. Each one must stand-up within oneself and find stability and trust on one’s own two feet. No masters and no slaves have place in a new world where life is the value.

We share our processes in public because we stand for transparency, and because we realize that the consciousness cycles we are trapped in are universal: bipolar patterns of mind control that work from inside out. We fear ourselves, the world and each-other. People conspire in greed, jealousy, anger, spite. People wallow in self-pity, vengeance, remorse.  And the current accepted system is not supporting anyone in letting go of the monsters we have created within and without, the current system is not supporting anyone in breaking the chains of this prison we call ‘life’.

Au contraire: the system re-creates the monsters through polarity education, indoctrination of fear and separation, and the monsters we become re-create the system in turn, and so history is repeating and the world is as we know it.

We stand for a new world-system/money-system that will end all hierarchies, stop all abuse and leave no room for exploitation; a new system that will be based on the value of life and created to serve and support life – all life equally.

If you get what I’m saying, then get informed, get involved, walk with us in purifying this existence, washing our brains in self-responsibility and stopping the mind-control from the inside out. As long as fear exists, life is not possible. As long as we look for saviors, we remain slaves.

We say that life is possible, and we are our own living proof. The more we share, the more people see common sense and start seeing things for what they are. Start taking self-responsibility, start recognizing the LIE in the beLIEfs we’ve created to dominate each-other and Stop.

Come together to live practical solutions into creation, solutions that will support all life equally and end separation and exploitation – once and for all.

No gods, no masters, no slaves.

LIFE HERE is possible – for ALL as ONE, as self-willed Equals of Life.

Beautiful People are born from Ugliness | Really? Do we need War to birth Peace?

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity and understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen”  - Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

So what is implied here is that struggle and abuse is required in order to cultivate strength of character – instead of realizing the simple principle of character as principle: principles that are based on common sense, the value of life and the self-clarity or should we say sanity to not accept or allow abuse NO MATTER WHAT.
It is an indication of EGO wanting to justify struggle, pain, abuse in this world with the concept that THAT is what makes people beautiful, strong, better. It is saying that good can only exist through polarity. What is then the point of the endless war between good and bad? Can anyone ever really win? Or is the whole point damned to eternal re-cycling, with only some feeling BETTER about themselves for a moment, the moment they can say or think “hey what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”.
Victims of rape, abuse, violence may occasionally stand up and speak out and be strong – but what about the thousands or millions of silent victims that never share their story, that grow up to turn the tables ad be abusers just for the sake of balancing out the equation.

Do you need hurt to find compassion?
Do you need struggle to find peace?
Do you need violence to find gentleness?
Do you need loss to find fulfilment?
If this has been ‘your way’ then the best thing to do is understand that the world that allows fur this kind of bipolar conditions: is the consequence of the system we have accepted to run our lives, our world; it is the effect of our cause, equal and one; a reflection of who we are and how we co-exist.

To defend this polarity and USE it to justify one's belief-systems and validate violence, abuse and the exploitation of life as something that is “part of life” and a “lesson to learn” that “makes you stronger” because that is how you can feel better about yourself or because that is the only way you believe those in struggle find their strength – is ludicrous, is selfish, is EGO, is INSANE.


Let's have a closer look at what it is that is actually being cultivated through such belief-system:

the establishment of injustice and inequality as “just how things are”; the excuse for using blame, projection and pointing fingers at others without understanding how they as all of us have been created through this system of polarity where we are forced to struggle and compete against each-other to supposedly EARN the right to life, to supposedly WIN the race, the human race that is a nazi against itself.

What is being cultivated is the need for and the apparent ‘normality’ of finding 'justice' through separation, through self-gratification, through vengeance, through polarization. Instead of realizing that there can be no justice in this current system/world as we know it: we require a total-new structure to support life in this world, and to do that we have to start thinking OUTSIDE THE BOX we have created/accepted/allowed - OUTSIDE the 'rules' and 'laws' we conduct our existence by. We have to stop fighting for our limitations.


The statement quoted further implies that pain, struggle, loss: is the only way to find understanding, depth, appreciation, beauty.
Existing within such a belief-system, what are the consequences?

One will justify abuse; one will justify suffering; one will continue to create religions and hierarchies; one will continue to create ‘heroes’ and ‘martyrs’, placing them on pedestals, making more people wanna be like them...
One will continue to allow atrocity in this world and call it 'learning lessons' despite no one ever learning anything (because obviously nothing is changing and history is only repeating); one will create ‘martyrdom’ as ‘purpose’, as way of life, in fact as a way to be ‘special’ and ‘gain’ appreciation and some ‘self-worth’...

Is all that not selfish? Is that all in fact not a self-imposed depreciation of oneself as life, a depreciation of life itself!

Such belief-system is clearly a false view of reality based in the self-deception of EGO; painting a beautiful picture to not see the abuse we are existing in, to not have to take responsibility for the atrocity we allow in this world, to not have to wake-up from our denial and stand-up to STOP.

Wake Up and Change the Desteni of Mankind!

On Power and Illusion - Where is Life?

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On Power and Illusion - Where is Life? 

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

When a person looks at others and the world in terms of 'power', any perceived 'power' will be seen as a 'threat' - this is only showing that a person is obsessed by ideas of 'power' and has trapped itself within the polarity construct of 'superiority'-'inferiority'.

This can also been seen as the polarity construct of 'fear' & the 'desire for power'.

Clearly, this is not the 'realm' within and as which life is here. 

Life is life - life is equal. life not about 'power'. 

So the question for self to ask self is:

what am I fearing?

what do I fear losing?

what do I perceive as power?

what am I fighting for?

what would mean to 'win'?

what would mean to 'lose'?

Already through posing these questions, a person that has worked with the tools of self-honesty is able to see: none of that is real.

So the next question would be:

Why am I preoccupying myself fighting against invisible enemies like Don Quixote - instead of grounding myself here with what is real; instead of working on discovering what it is that actually matters, here, in/as this one reality we all share.

Many 'expressions' in/of this world are unacceptable: rape, mutilation, animals skinned alive, and the list is long. Much of the abuse going on in this world is accepted and allowed or even 'justified' on the grounds of 'free expression' or 'tradition' or 'honor' or 'religion', when in fact it is only about exerting power onto others to feel 'better', 'stronger', 'more', 'righteous'.

Clearly, real freedom as life cannot be the freedom to harm, cannot be the freedom to abuse.

Thus, people! Careful when one is (mis)using the mind to justify the 'right' to abuse and the 'right' to be 'free' of the 'group' that is life:

One is excluding oneself from life, excluding oneself from oneself as life; and if one does not snap-out of such a state of 'mind-possession' and self-realize what one is actually busy doing or demanding, self-realize what one has become and in humility self-forgive and direct oneself to change: one is in fact abdicating oneself, one is abdicating life.

At Desteni, 'self' is seen within a context. The context is life, as who we all really are.

When this 'context' is disregarded, the abuse and atrocity that results is unimaginable, as is evident in this world by far.

Within the context of life, life is the 'most', the 'highest' one can be.

To attempt to be 'more than' life only comes from ego and self-interest and is in essence self-delusion, self-abuse.

That is why we stand for individuality as self-willed equals. 

Equality is the key to life, it is the key to actual power.

‘Make a Living’?! – The System has got you....... by the balls!

To be able to survive and ‘make a living’ (what a fucked-up idiom!*), the System demands that you find your way and use the opportunities that are here. At the same time however, it is the System that determines the opportunities that are here for you, because depending on where you are born into: whether you’re rich or poor, whether you are well taken care of or mishandled, whether you’re able to educate yourself or not, what ‘level’ of the hierarchy you ‘belong to’ etc. – your whole life is painted. You didn’t even pick the colours, though sometimes you get to buy the brushes, just so you get the illusion of choice...

The System is just like God: It spits you into existence without giving you the awareness of co-creation and responsibility – your consciousness being like an onion: layers upon layers of veils, blinding you from the blatant truth of yourself, the truth of what is here – and places temptations on your way, not without first giving you the ‘knowledge’ that these are temptations so you are tempted, upon which you’ll often go “Oh wow, I AM....(this or that...)!

It wants to see you fall, it wants to see you crawl on your needs/knees.

After all, you’re not really supposed to ‘win’, you’re just supposed to DESIRE winning and FEAR losing: the ultimate polarity by which God, the system, can have you by the balls. What a jerk, the Grand Master-Bait.

Alright, let’s not waste breath on assholes, the point is simple: Equality is the Key to the Universe, within as without. Investigate. Dare. Care. Stand-Up.

An Equal Money system will not only be based on Life as all as one as equal and abolish polarity from its God/Gut (hereby supporting the human to do the same) – it will also, and for the first time in the history of mankind, provide actual Choice and freedom of movement!
Do the research, do the math, and support Life!


*I just looked up the word ‘idiom’: “fixed expression with nonliteral meaning” was one of the definitions. Ironic how this particular idiom is LITERALLY LITERAL, and how idiom sound like idiot.

A bite of the Apple & the Knowledge of God

I could just as well title this: God the Criminal - or
The Cult of the Apple - but let me get to the story:

As I was passing by a Mac store in town, I saw the symbol of the bitten apple that is the visual logo of the company.

What came up in that moment is the story of God and the tree of knowledge, the forbidden fruit of which man took a bite, mis-led by woman, mis-led by the snake...
Fascinating that ‘God’ would attempt to hide its trail through shifting responsibility to near-by points which, admittedly, do not lack symbolism, but do however distract from the criminal in the first place: God.

Yes – God the criminal. Because what can it possibly mean when God placed a trap for the human and not only that but makes sure the human walks right into the trap? The mere fact that God created a tree that is ‘forbidden’ shows that God is evil and was a priori planning to set a trap for the human and justify his bipolar creation, life ‘born into sin’.

And it is ‘fascinatingly’ sick, how man as the image and likeness of God is equal to God’s bipolar creation, equal to God’s evil-ution – creating ‘forbidden fruits’ and tempting each-other into traps and loops where everybody tries to win while another must lose. The hide & seek power-games of adults are adultery against life.

Ex-i-stance is s-i-ck...
in the image and likeness of God and the Hu-man.

After all the Human is all about what one God and what one hasn’t God. There’s even people that haven’t God anything at all and simply DIE.


If we look a bit deeper at God the criminal, it is fascinating how God did not want man, the human, to be equal to God. God had the knowledge to create good & evil - yet God itself claimed to be good? Ha! And man buys into it?

The Apple itself, part of nature, part of the Garden of Eden, turns out to be a fruit of the devil? But if God created everything – why did God create the devil?
Was God itself perhaps evil, was God perhaps equal to Knowledge and thus evil – because see when I look at it: there exists no evil before the Knowledge that separates good from evil. Therefore knowledge is separation and separation creates evil. And God had separated itself from man, and man separates itself from each-other, from everything that exists, and everything is in a constant struggle against each other. No common sense!

And all was happening from the beginning in God’s paradise! Fascinating how ‘close’ the words paradise and parasite are!

Apple the computer business chose a successful visual logo for its market strategy. Whether one is consciously aware of the point or unconsciously – the Apple represents Source itself, and source is defined by consciousness as Knowledge. Knowledge – the fruit that lures the human with promises of ‘something more’ and (di)visions of ‘grandeur’...
And there we have it: a human that is always only after the bite, after the next fix, after the next energy high – but never fulfilled, never whole, never equal to all that is here, never committed to anything for real.

If we look a little deeper into the symbolism of the business world at Apple and Microsoft, and go a little back in the early days of IT and www: When you would buy Apply some 20 years ago, it was to protect yourself from the infamous Microsoft viruses and small catastrophes that would flood the business news every now and then. Nowadays, Apple equipment is ‘equalizing’ itself to meet the expiry date of your average technological product on the market, since the money-system depends on things breaking and people constantly re-newing their collections of technological advancements. Microsoft back then was representing and targeting the masses and promising ‘happiness for all’, while Apple was addressing the elite promising ‘quality’, though it is obvious that both concerns are equally based on profit and profit only; one is simply targeting a more-elitist elite, while the other is addressing more of the middle-class elite – and none is or can be protected from the consequences of this man-made reality.
Perhaps God is also somewhere between the lines, trying to hide from reality, trying to avoid consequence, but it is impossible. As all that is here is here for all to see, in this mess-age where each one is inevitably facing oneself – Earth the eye of the needle where space and time meet and consequence returns to its creator...

Apples just don’t taste good anymore, and it’s not that I haven’t I’ve been around...

Love&Light Beliefs vs Man Know ThySelf

a peculiar acceptance goes along with the belief in ‘healing with love & light’ / through 'sending energy' and 'good vibration'.
say you want to ‘heal’ a ‘criminal’.
if the ‘criminal’ is suddenly ‘healed’, and has no idea ‘how’ or that anything ‘happened’ to him at all, what does that imply? If the ‘criminal’ is suddenly ‘healed’ through an ‘external force’/through another – doesn’t that create the acceptance of the ‘other’/’external force’ as ‘superior’ and the ‘criminal’ therefore subject to/enslaved to that external force?

where is the actual healing for-real, where is the actual SELF-healing as self-empowerment, se self-realization, as self-forgiveness and therefore real self-change? where is the actual transformation/transcendence of the ‘criminal’ to through insight and self-will no-longer be a ‘criminal’ but instead to stand-up for Life as one stand-up within and for oneself! Man Know Thyself !

the new-age ‘love&light’-scenarios are only serving self-delusion and the continuation of separation and polarity – totally missing the actuality of reality, and further creating/supporting enslavement to the mind and ideas of grandeur.

EQUALITY is the key – within as without – because actual power is Life, and Life is indivisible, yet Here for ALL that is Here.

Practical BREATH

BREATH is the key to Everything

an Inbreath at birth - an Outbreath to death

...inbetween...

looking at the characteristics of the physical breath - one could call it `god´

it is always Here

it is always Everywhere

always Equal for All

...

what do we actually breathe?

is it air?

could it be everything?

could it be substance?

do we breathe with our lungs?

could it be that we breathe with the whole body?

what IS breath?

what is practical Breath?

how can we use Breath in/as self-assistance and support?

observe breathing-patterns

a sudden Inbreath as when one gasp for air - indicates that a breath has been missed

then -fascinating- it´s a moment of Fear (a sudden Inbreath)

instead of Here

be Here with the Breath

as the breath

as presence

stable

sound

here

breathe in - - - embrace all as one as equal

hold here - - - self-honesty

breathe out - - - self-forgiveness

hold here - - - let go

Breath is the `connection´ `between life & death´

ONE BREATH: inbreath - outbreath

ONE BREATH: life - death

what does that practically imply about breath?

what does it imply about life & death?

what does it imply about polarity?

what does it imply about who we are?

what does it imply about why we are here?

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