The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath



ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo



Breath by breath is the only way to walk this process, this journey to life, without getting lost in the insanity of the mind, the insanity of the system, the insanity of humanity.

What does that imply?

It is not to lose sight of the processes that constitute the mind, the system, the world, humanity – yet to not to get lost in them either.

It is rather to see, realize and understand What is Here as our creation, as ourselves, and How our Here works, as the mind system and the world system equally.

Because only through understanding how the automated systems function which we have manifested / accepted / allowed - can we place ourselves in a position to CHANGE What is Here in the interest of LIFE.



Breath BYE breath

How would it be to live so, that we in every moment say ´bye-bye´ to the previous moment, the previous breath? We would live each moment fresh, new, a re-birth into HERE in every moment of breath.

What is it that exists clinging on to the past, to definitions, to knowledge?

What is it the fears ´losing control´?

What is it that has a concept of death, of loss?

It is the consciousness system. (Study the entire Desteni research for a thorough insight on this)

Currently we exist in loops of mental realities and pattern repetition, each human being trapped within their own mind-bubble in separation from life as a whole.

We exist through the drive of the wants, needs and desires of the personalities we have adopted / accepted / allowed to become ´who we are´.

We exist through the drive of money which is currently the only motivation for movement – no actual self-movement exists.

The question is why.

How do we educate our children, our world, the next generations?

How come history is repeating with mankind never actually coming to real change to the betterment of LIFE for ALL?

At this point, many will refer to FEAR as the cause for this.

Is fear really the cause – or is it the effect, used as an excuse, a justification for the cowardice we exist within, which we try to cover-up with ´superior´ projections?

We suppress and deny fear of death to such an extent, that we do not even really ask the question: How come we are not transcendent of death?

The answer is simple: Because we exist as MIND PERSONALITIES = definitions, personas, self-image – like characters in a role-play. And neither the characters nor the roles we play or the reactions we have are self-directed. They are conditioned; preprogrammed; ´educated´ as personalities by the personalities that have gone before us.

It is through and as personalities that we exist in self-interest, disregarding the interest of life.

It is our perception of separation and our ´education´ through ´reward´ and ´punishment´ (called ´love´!!!) based on concepts of ´superiority´/´inferiority´ that brings forth the concept of self-interest, through which we exist in constant comparison and competition in a system that exploits life for profit.

Yet the common sense is clear:

No point of self-interest can be of any value or any benefit to any part of life, if it harms in any way another part of life.

Because the value of life is life.


What would our world look like if we all lived in the interest of life as a whole?

Why is our awareness limited to self-interest? Where is the awareness of life? Why is it missing within the human? What have we missed? Is perhaps everything that we´ve placed values into, everything that we’ve called ´life´, questionable?

Only a personality that exists through consciousness fears death. It fears losing that which it defines itself by/as.

The physical universe does not fear death. It does not even require consciousness. Should the human race vanish from the face of the planet, the planet would still be here.

Fear of death is unnecessary - all is going to die, you never know when the next breath will be your last.

Thus one can assist and support self in living self-honesty in every moment, finding/willing within ourselves the courage to live self-honesty - in the realization that only the mind fears death, because it is defined through knowledge, memory, agendas, definitions, polarity designs = all things that at death are no more.

So, best to identify the things of the mind that at death are no more - and start walking the forgiveness of these points, in a process that is the journey to life - the journey to stopping the system within and without and making ourselves real as life

= dignity, freedom, life for all.

Walking within and as breath, breath by breath, self can support self to, as a point /reaction /experience comes-up in a moment : see it, look at it, understand it, let it go – give it no value, it was preprogrammed anyway.

What other value could there be than Self Being Here and Moving in the interest of Life?!

Any other movement that comes-up automatically is preprogrammed, any value other than life is self-interest in separation from life and exists only through system definitions, personalities, terms of consciousness, not terms of life.

LIFE has only one term:

What is Best for All, as One.

Hence Equality.

No gods, no masters, no slaves.

And a system of support that will enable self-mastery and expression for ALL.





Breath BUY Breath

In the current consumerism system which equals the abuse of life in the name profit thus manifesting inequality and destruction: the system SELL to you the CONcept that you must BUY your breath, your right to be here.

Yet the system does not exist without the human.

Therefore it is the responsibility of the human to bring forth a system that allows LIFE EQUALL for ALL. What stands in the way of this is FEAR – yet fear is in fact only an excuse. The real reason is self-interest, the desire for profit, the desire for dominion of the few ´special ones´ over the many, the dominion of the machine (which is MAN as MONEY/man-eye) over life.

In the current system of inequality, the breaths of the many that are born into inferiority BUY the breath of a select few that are placed into superiority.

The one polarity does not exist without the other, which is why charity and any other band-aid solution presented as ‘benevolent’in the current only in fact perpetuates the inequality and keeps the system running.

What must be seen is that: You do not choose where and under what conditions you are born into in this world. And yet those very conditions determine who you will be and what your experience in life can or cannot be.

Can you place yourself in the shoes of any given being on earth and walk their life without fear, without shame, without regret? If not – then it is obvious common sense that we require to WILL a new system of actual life-support for our existence on earth – such that no one must fear for their life, and all can exist in freedom, dignity, and respect.


It is time to take responsibility for our creation and stand-up for life to do whatever it takes to transform our current existence of atrocity – from self-interest and separation into oneness and equality in the interest of life.

Walk with us in this process of debunking all systems and all mind-control, and getting ourselves to the point of response-ability to manifest what´s best for Life on earth, so that freedom, dignity and support for ALL LIFE is ensured in all possible ways.

Yes, it´s a long way to go - but solutions are established by being lived.

It is not enough to change the world system – because the world system is but the externalization of human nature. Thus, it is human nature that must change, and this must be done through self-will and self-realization, a process of purification of our nature, our beingness - or else it is not real.

At Desteni we support ourselves and each-other in taking back the power we´ve abdicated to systems and in developing the common sense required to walk ourselves out of the woes of the mind and into the ways of LIFE –

to establish a new way of life that in fact honors life in all practical ways.

Join the Journey to Life!

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

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http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

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ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

Self-Honesty & Self-Awareness Steps for the Elite

The Elite?

If you are reading this – you ARE the elite. I am the elite. All of us who have a certain roof over our head, a certain access to water and electricity, a certain access to money and an income that ensures everything one needs for a dignified living in this physical reality: WE are the ones that determine the evolution of the system, the evolution of life on planet earth – through everything that we do and sadly also through everything that we don’t do.

The ones in less fortunate positions such as famine, war, starvation, forced labor, are all enslaved to conditions they have no power to change, because they are cast out of the system we all daily participate in, they have no voice in this world, no vote to make their voice heard, and often no vocabulary to formulate the actual state of affairs they are being subjected to.

It is therefore up to the rest of us to find it within us to stand up for LIFE, and that includes every living thing on this existence, from the smallest to the biggest; to find it within us to realize our responsibility by the mere fact that WE RAE HERE, born into conditions that give us a relative power to move things, to voice our position, to make a stand and make sure that how we live and co-exist is practically bringing-forth a better life, a dignified life for ALL.

To find this will of life within us, self-honesty is required and practical common sense – to see who it is we are, how we came to be, and how it is that we are in fact creating this world; and to stop creating from a starting-point of fear, self-interest and separation, and instead start creating in awareness, in the realization that we exist in the context of life and that life is interdependent.

We have done already great harm to ourselves, each-other and our home planet – but this should not stop us from standing-up and stating “till here and no further”; it should not stop us from finding practical ways to stop the accepted ways of the world and transform the current system within and without into a living-expression of what is best for all – after all, what is best for all, is best for you and me.

This is obviously not going to be a quick fix, nor an easy journey. There is much re-education to be done in terms of freeing ourselves from the conditioned survival fear that keeps us existing against each other; freeing ourselves from the mind control that is being thrown at us from the moment of birth and really ask ourselves the question: what would we have liked to learn and experience as children coming into this world, how would the opportunities to explore and express ourselves look like – and what practical infrastructure would a system require to in fact provide the children with such quality of life; what will it take to change ourselves in such a way that we break the cycles of abuse and separation, that we stop history from repeating and really, truly, create a new world – for real, for ALL.

Yes - we require an entirely new system. At the same time however, we require to realize that –as with everything in existence–  it all starts with self. We are the building blocks of this world, as this world exists through and as the relationships we entertain – in the smallest of details.


Check out the series Self-Awareness Steps for the Elite – and make use of the tools offered to assist yourself toward self-honesty and a dignified existence.
Allow yourself to question self-interest and our fear-based existence, allow yourself to see yourself in a bigger context: the context of life, the context of oneness and equality as creation. 
Watch the following interview for a taste of what such a process entails:

Self-Honesty

I've been walking this process for more than four years now. Self-honesty entails the willingness to see/ recognize/ reveal the 'hidden motives' on the basis of which our beliefs, fears, desires, self-definitions are created/ adopted/ accepted. Self-honesty also entails to see the patterns we participate in (mental, emotional, behavioral) and understand/realize the cause/ beginning/ origin and effect/ outflow/ consequence - to ultimately take self-responsibility to change self in a way that no more (self-)abuse is allowed. Self-honesty is the process of revealing to myself where and how I am being self-dishonest, where and how I deceive or sabotage myself - to then investigate the self-corrective/ self-purifying practical steps required to stop - and 'transform' myself into a being I can live with. That is in the end the ultimate 'question' life confronts us with: "Can you live with yourself in the face of life, in the face of all that is here?" - "Have you stood up for yourself, have you stood up for life - What impact have you/ has your participation had on life as a whole?"

The main tools I utilize to work on points I am faced with throughout my everyday life are writing and self-forgiveness, which in few words could be described as: self-introspection, writing out the points/patterns, investigating what is 'behind' the particular thoughts/ emotions/ beliefs/ (self-)definitions, see the consequences for self/life, see what I am allowing within self/the world through my acceptances per implication, and make the choice to stop/ let-go/ forgive myself.
From here, what is required is a 'new script' which self determines in self-honesty: How do I want to 'purify'/'correct' myself in this regard? What is acceptable and what is unacceptable for life/ freedom/dignity? How do I want to live/apply the change practically? Self-honesty from here would be to direct myself towards/as self-change in the very moments where the particular pattern I worked with comes-up or gets triggered again. That is where I then 'test myself' in reality, that is where I 'prove' to myself that I am in fact taking self-responsibility, that I can in fact trust my word, that I am in fact directing myself to live as best for life, as best for all, of which i am equally part of.

Obviously this is a huge 'subject' and as I said I have been walking this 'process' for many years already. This started when I came across Desteni (I had been following a 'spiritual' path up to that point and was busy focusing on the 'positive' and suppressing/denying the 'negative' within self/the world) and that is when I started to participate on the forums and write and communicate with others that were also busy exploring life and themselves and searching for 'truth';
I started exploring the principle of equality and oneness, understanding polarity and how it works and how we trap ourselves and each-other within such system (within and without), and discussing practical solutions for self and the world so that we may finally make this world and life something that is no longer abusive/deceptive/exploiting; something that is worth living and worth leaving to our children without regret, without fear, without harm.

What is most fascinating is that, although this process started as a self-realization process for the individual, we concluded that we cannot be preoccupied with self only while the world is burning and half the population is left to starve; that we must first create the structural support and transform the system(s) of our world in a way that each living being can have a dignified life - then all are free to explore self and all have actual real choice to be and become who we truly are, and do what we really enjoy doing - without the enslavement of the current money-system that determines our choices and decides who lives and who dies.

Therefore at the moment we are focusing on bringing-forth a new equality system, while of course each one individually continues to walk the process of self-honesty, taking self-responsibility, developing self-trust, purifying ourselves and our relationships, and establishing the self-will from which emerge the freedom as we break free from the chains of 'old' and ingrained habits and patterns of this system consciousness that is based on fear, self-interest and basically war/competition/winners and losers. A win-win solution is possible for life. And that is the process of life as oneness and equality, within as without.


Check out the open forum at http://forum.desteni.org - much is shared there and people/we utilize the forum to write, share, discuss and support ourselves and each-other in self-honesty and practical common sense.

Check out the Equal Money website. The website will change in about a week's time with an interactive first page where people will be able to vote and comment on the goals and policy development thus far on the Equal Money System. There will also be an Equal Money wiki. Make sure you get involved, make sure your voice counts for what is best for all!

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In the Spirit of Life : Equality and Oneness

“There is no spirit to set free. There is no exploring possible without considering every one else as well. If we just explore OUR WILL, we create the world in the way it is NOW. Self responsibility is to do what is best for ALL and that CAN only be done in the way that is best for ALL - A STRUCTURED WAY Considers ALL and SET ALL FREE and there is no INTOXICATING SPIRITS that want to do THEIR own thing as FREE CHOICE. No Choice is EVER FREE - there are ALWAYS consequences.”  

Change is only possible as Equal and One. This means we cannot change the world if we are not accepting ourself as the world, or if we seek to elevate ourself from what is here. This is exactly where religion, spirituality, new age and all belief-system fail, while ignoring, disregarding, denying what is here.

What is here – we have created. The spirits of our past are haunting us in every Now whispering into our ear the Future they project out of fear of losing themselves. 

This fear is like a spectre hovering in the background, keeping us from changing, attempting to preserve its self-definition, living through us, creating ‘who we are’ in this world. In accepting this fear through inaction, indifference, ignorance, denial, suppression, justifications: we are silently giving permission for fear to rule the hearts of this world and direct existence into self-destruction.

No man is an island. 

We cannot exist in separation of each-other, in separation from life without consequence. And this world – is the manifested consequence of who we are, what we have been, and what we have created. Time to face the truth of ourselves – it is Here.

Let's bring all our ‘spirits’ Here to be faced and purified until only LIFE remains as who we all really are. Real dignity, actual value: LIFE – the breath of life as equality and oneness, as the breath we all share in every moment.

Separation is not the way. Equality is. Not as a mental concept, but as a living principle - the starting point of every breath.

“When we need to remember where we are and who we are, we are Lost. When we are HERE, we will be Aware that we Have created HERE as what it is now and we have no excuse but to direct HERE to what is best for All. To be LOST is not real, it is only a television series. Memories are Always the Past. Memories are Never HERE as LIFE. Stop listening to the LOST that say you must Remember yourself. They are LOST in the ILLUSION of self created Light and Love Memories.” 

Yes, it may be ‘easier’ to remain secluded in one’s own mind and call it ‘mystical’. I have done this too, I have walked the path of spirituality in search of myself until I realized I am here; until I realized for myself that I was only creating an alternate reality bubble in separation from all that is here, while the challenge is in fact within this world and every breath we are faced with.

Yes, change takes time and we may not see the results of our contribution in our lifetime - yet every decision we make, even that of indifference, has an impact on the future, the children to come, this world as a whole, in all-times to-come. The mere fact that we are HERE is evidence of our responsibility.

Mankind is failing and falling exactly at this point of “life is too short” or “what can I do!?” - that is where most will start creating excuses and justifications to not have to stand-up and do what it takes for an accumulative effect that will bring forth actual change; most will find a way to simply ‘cope with’ what is here. Trapped in survival and self-interest, most will not care what kind of world they leave behind.

To ‘accept’ this world as it is and ‘that’s that’ : is to give permission for and allow things to continue in the world as we know it. And this world is clearly UNACCEPTABLE.

Investigate the solution of Equality. Not as a mental concept, but as a living principle: Let it be the starting point of every breath – 

Who will you be?