Don’t Give In, Don’t Give Up. Give LIFE.

it's extensive how we define ourselves and our expression based on our perception of impressions through others, interpreting reality through systematic filters instead of LIVING direct, in directive authority as equals of life

currently no expression exists

only reaction

we are slaves to our own consciousness, our own value judgments, our own search for self, all the while we are HERE

what does that realization imply?

the solution is here

the solution would be direct living

Self-Forgiveness is the letting go of the past/judgments/fears, removing the veils, and giving self the permission to LIVE

the LIVING must be equally applied as the Self-Forgiveness

this is a point all is facing

first we walk/start with the mind process of seeing, realizing and understanding our creation

then suddenly we notice, oh shit, we ARE it, it's about changing ourselves

it’s about putting the theory into application, and living the change, living our realizations

all resistance and all fear, all want/need/desire:

is the consciousness that we've become that fears losing itself, fears losing it's 'feeding ground' which has been our physical bodies and this physical world

it is the consciousness that wants to have it “my way” based on self-interest and the concepts of ‘personal happiness’ the systems serves us with, conditioned through family, called ‘love’ when it’s only patterns of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’ creating a world of abuse where profit/self-interest is placed before the interest of LIFE

so the question is:

will we dare to occupy our body as beings of life, and walk/participate in life in self-responsibility, self-dignity and respect, as directive authority in equality and oneness –

or will we remain as consciousness, a fabricated entity occupying a body for its self-interest

this is the question everyone and everything is faced with as the final decision in this existence

"...Understand that here is another way to look at Earth – Earth is the opportunity for the Individualization as Life and therefore a reality is created within which one exist within both life and illusion, to see who you are and what you can be trust with. If you can only be trusted with the illusion = then you will not continue after this – If you can be trusted with life = you will be welcomed home! But you don’t get that ‘for free,’ you don’t get that if you don’t understand how it works – because if you don’t understand how it works, you will abuse others - it’s exactly what happens here on Earth and therefore, it was necessary, and therefore not everyone is going to enter Life – but it would be nice if everyone could, yet, it depends on each one individually, it is your absolute own alone journey, you have to prove that you are worthy of life, that you understand the total creation of everything in fact, and yes it is possible and it is rather simplistic and if you understand it, you will no longer abuse it."

"...That is the principles of the Quanta Moving – they move together. So you change = the world change, why don’t the world change is because You don’t change – anyone that claim that they have changed it is Not True.
Everyone will have to Change if the world is to change – and the world will go to the state that is necessary to force this. Slowly but surely, and before you know it, it may be too late and you won’t be ready and it is okay if you’re not ready, because that is your decision. And that decision, that reality, the ‘Who I Am’ decides everything, that is the nature of this existence, there is No Forgiveness but SELF Forgiveness, there is no Honesty but Self Honesty, there is nothing else but What is Best for All – Best For All is Not Debatable, because it is measurable, it is functional, it is mathematical and it is scientific, in which one can work out the simplicity of the relationships between every form that is here and what would be the best for it.
If one truly care about, then you understand what Real Love is all about, and then you would understand that participating in a system as it exist now is abusive. It is necessary that we start a new system, one where we are in fact responsible and accountable.” 

- Bernard Poolman in Consciousness is a System of Government

to become life, which we do not yet know/realize what it is other than the basic common sense that life must be Best for All,

we must be willing to and will ourselves to let go of the consciousness/knowledge/past/judgments/fears/desires etc. that we've become in patterns of polarity, where for some to ‘have’ others have nothing, and for some to ‘win’ the majority must ‘lose’ –

which is what we see in the world yet it is the same system-principle based on which every individual mind consciousness functions: self-interest.

"...This made it very clear, that Joy in itself, as it is Experienced by People in their Systematic existence of the Mind, is Actually ‘Happiness and Achievement’, because it is Never in the Context of Equality as Life, but rather in the Context of Self-Interested Fulfilment where the One claiming ‘Joy’ has Never Ever Connected with ANY other Part of Life in ANY WAY Whatsoever, but are Only Functioning at the level of Senses, trying to make Sense of a Senseless Existence of Chasing the Next Moment of Mistaken Joy in the Fulfilling of an All-Consuming Parasitic Existence."

- Bernard Poolman in one of the latest posts in his Journey To Life blog 

could there be any ‘higher purpose’ to achieve than LIFE - than freedom and dignity for all in a world without fear, without abuse?

as we walk this process of self-honesty self-forgiveness, exorcising the habits that inhabit us and letting go of the consciousness patterns that bind us, there's a moment / moments of 'vacuum' where the past is no longer but the new is not yet lived into creation

that's where the ‘window of opportunity’ is HERE for self to move and create the NEW, otherwise the old comes in again automatically

this is where breath assists, slowing down to real-time, walking breath by breath

realizing and acknowledging that this process takes time, as it took time for us to fabricate what is here now;

thus –

we gotta walk in patience, yet live self-commitment – don’t give up

don't give in to the patterns of the past

we gotta move ourselves out of the separate mind-bubbles of consciousness as self-interest - and into Life and Living in the interest of LIFE, as who we all really are 

we gotta move self slowly but surely, to let go of a past of separation and abuse and form a new existence of oneness and equality as LIFE

for further context to this blog post please read:

HERE & NOW - Changing Our Here into a Home for Life
 
The Power of Now - It's got you by the Balls

Impressed Expressions of Consciousness

Input-Output, Impressed Expression & History Repeating - Where is Real Life Expression?

ART by Matti Freeman

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Self-Honesty & Self-Awareness Steps for the Elite

The Elite?

If you are reading this – you ARE the elite. I am the elite. All of us who have a certain roof over our head, a certain access to water and electricity, a certain access to money and an income that ensures everything one needs for a dignified living in this physical reality: WE are the ones that determine the evolution of the system, the evolution of life on planet earth – through everything that we do and sadly also through everything that we don’t do.

The ones in less fortunate positions such as famine, war, starvation, forced labor, are all enslaved to conditions they have no power to change, because they are cast out of the system we all daily participate in, they have no voice in this world, no vote to make their voice heard, and often no vocabulary to formulate the actual state of affairs they are being subjected to.

It is therefore up to the rest of us to find it within us to stand up for LIFE, and that includes every living thing on this existence, from the smallest to the biggest; to find it within us to realize our responsibility by the mere fact that WE RAE HERE, born into conditions that give us a relative power to move things, to voice our position, to make a stand and make sure that how we live and co-exist is practically bringing-forth a better life, a dignified life for ALL.

To find this will of life within us, self-honesty is required and practical common sense – to see who it is we are, how we came to be, and how it is that we are in fact creating this world; and to stop creating from a starting-point of fear, self-interest and separation, and instead start creating in awareness, in the realization that we exist in the context of life and that life is interdependent.

We have done already great harm to ourselves, each-other and our home planet – but this should not stop us from standing-up and stating “till here and no further”; it should not stop us from finding practical ways to stop the accepted ways of the world and transform the current system within and without into a living-expression of what is best for all – after all, what is best for all, is best for you and me.

This is obviously not going to be a quick fix, nor an easy journey. There is much re-education to be done in terms of freeing ourselves from the conditioned survival fear that keeps us existing against each other; freeing ourselves from the mind control that is being thrown at us from the moment of birth and really ask ourselves the question: what would we have liked to learn and experience as children coming into this world, how would the opportunities to explore and express ourselves look like – and what practical infrastructure would a system require to in fact provide the children with such quality of life; what will it take to change ourselves in such a way that we break the cycles of abuse and separation, that we stop history from repeating and really, truly, create a new world – for real, for ALL.

Yes - we require an entirely new system. At the same time however, we require to realize that –as with everything in existence–  it all starts with self. We are the building blocks of this world, as this world exists through and as the relationships we entertain – in the smallest of details.


Check out the series Self-Awareness Steps for the Elite – and make use of the tools offered to assist yourself toward self-honesty and a dignified existence.
Allow yourself to question self-interest and our fear-based existence, allow yourself to see yourself in a bigger context: the context of life, the context of oneness and equality as creation. 
Watch the following interview for a taste of what such a process entails:

Self-Honesty

I've been walking this process for more than four years now. Self-honesty entails the willingness to see/ recognize/ reveal the 'hidden motives' on the basis of which our beliefs, fears, desires, self-definitions are created/ adopted/ accepted. Self-honesty also entails to see the patterns we participate in (mental, emotional, behavioral) and understand/realize the cause/ beginning/ origin and effect/ outflow/ consequence - to ultimately take self-responsibility to change self in a way that no more (self-)abuse is allowed. Self-honesty is the process of revealing to myself where and how I am being self-dishonest, where and how I deceive or sabotage myself - to then investigate the self-corrective/ self-purifying practical steps required to stop - and 'transform' myself into a being I can live with. That is in the end the ultimate 'question' life confronts us with: "Can you live with yourself in the face of life, in the face of all that is here?" - "Have you stood up for yourself, have you stood up for life - What impact have you/ has your participation had on life as a whole?"

The main tools I utilize to work on points I am faced with throughout my everyday life are writing and self-forgiveness, which in few words could be described as: self-introspection, writing out the points/patterns, investigating what is 'behind' the particular thoughts/ emotions/ beliefs/ (self-)definitions, see the consequences for self/life, see what I am allowing within self/the world through my acceptances per implication, and make the choice to stop/ let-go/ forgive myself.
From here, what is required is a 'new script' which self determines in self-honesty: How do I want to 'purify'/'correct' myself in this regard? What is acceptable and what is unacceptable for life/ freedom/dignity? How do I want to live/apply the change practically? Self-honesty from here would be to direct myself towards/as self-change in the very moments where the particular pattern I worked with comes-up or gets triggered again. That is where I then 'test myself' in reality, that is where I 'prove' to myself that I am in fact taking self-responsibility, that I can in fact trust my word, that I am in fact directing myself to live as best for life, as best for all, of which i am equally part of.

Obviously this is a huge 'subject' and as I said I have been walking this 'process' for many years already. This started when I came across Desteni (I had been following a 'spiritual' path up to that point and was busy focusing on the 'positive' and suppressing/denying the 'negative' within self/the world) and that is when I started to participate on the forums and write and communicate with others that were also busy exploring life and themselves and searching for 'truth';
I started exploring the principle of equality and oneness, understanding polarity and how it works and how we trap ourselves and each-other within such system (within and without), and discussing practical solutions for self and the world so that we may finally make this world and life something that is no longer abusive/deceptive/exploiting; something that is worth living and worth leaving to our children without regret, without fear, without harm.

What is most fascinating is that, although this process started as a self-realization process for the individual, we concluded that we cannot be preoccupied with self only while the world is burning and half the population is left to starve; that we must first create the structural support and transform the system(s) of our world in a way that each living being can have a dignified life - then all are free to explore self and all have actual real choice to be and become who we truly are, and do what we really enjoy doing - without the enslavement of the current money-system that determines our choices and decides who lives and who dies.

Therefore at the moment we are focusing on bringing-forth a new equality system, while of course each one individually continues to walk the process of self-honesty, taking self-responsibility, developing self-trust, purifying ourselves and our relationships, and establishing the self-will from which emerge the freedom as we break free from the chains of 'old' and ingrained habits and patterns of this system consciousness that is based on fear, self-interest and basically war/competition/winners and losers. A win-win solution is possible for life. And that is the process of life as oneness and equality, within as without.


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HUMANITY is a GROUP – Earthlings Come Together Here & Now

Who would imagine that the process of self-realization of Mankind would be intricately and intimately connected to the money-system of the world?!

Why do I say this? Let me explain.

Humanity is a group. 

I cannot possibly seek self-realization in a bubble where only myself or only my family or only my belief-system exists in separation from all that is here. Who I am and how I exist here is determined through all relationships I form with all and everything in my world, and in turn determines the relationships of this world. That is our Truth; it is seen in who we are in the context of the one reality we share, it is seen in how we co-exist in the world, the smaller and the greater.

Alone in the mind everyone can be a superhero. But who are we HERE? Who are we in relation to everyone and everything else? How do we participate in reality? That is what forms reality; that is what creates the ‘world as we know it’ – breath by breath, moment by moment, step by step, through eons of time we collectively and individually construct what is Here, our Here: this world.

I am here, on this earth, in this body. I don’t know where I come from, but I know that I, as all, return to the dust of the earth and leave behind the legacy of who each one is and who we are collectively. What I also know is that the legacy we’ve been carrying around through eons of time cannot be that profound, otherwise we would be facing a difference of reality; we wouldn’t be facing the world as we know it: separation, exploitation, power-games, hierarchies, false values, disregard of life.

Humanity is a group. 

This is what we realized and came together as, at Desteni – a group of people from all corners of the world standing up for life, for oneness and equality in practical-application. 

The objective is to purify that which we’ve accepted and called ‘life’ into something that is actually worth living – for all. The way is to stand together and live into creation the principle of oneness and equality, to dis-cover the value of life – the value of life is life; and all life is equally valuable. We see that it is up to us, the people, you and me, to stop our accepted ways and stand-up to form a new system that will make it possible for all to LIVE a dignified life.

We come together to be the custodians of life on earth, as Earthlings. The destonian way of life goes beyond gender, race, culture, religion, status. The destonian way of life aims to transcend any and all hierarchies, any and all separation, any and all belief-systems. So that only life remains.

Purifying ourselves, we are able to purify our world. Beginning with ourselves, we expand to all that is here. Beginning with our relationships and co-existence in the small, we expand to the bigger picture, encompassing the globe and including all life. We stand all-inclusive and we hold the self-realization as life for all, even for those who are not yet willing to give up their self-definitions, their belief-systems, their fears.

We stand all inclusive because we see that we are each the result of the relationships and circumstances we were born into. No one was ever free to live, free to be and communicate as life. We’ve only ever looked for like-minded people to ‘feel safe’, people that will agree with our beliefs and accept our weaknesses and pretenses so that no one has to change. We’ve buying into the easy-fix solutions the system seems to offer and trying and keep to ourselves because “hey, what could I possibly do…” We keep using the masks we developed as coping-mechanisms in the context of family, friends, enemies; but we never really get to know another intimately, we never really commit to anything. Instead, we submit to fear and the survival-system we are presented with from birth to death.

The time for change is Here and Now.

It is the end of the world as we know it. 

Why? 

Because we see and we understand. We can no longer hide from the truth of ourselves.

For the first time we see and realize that in order to re-create ourselves in the image and likeness of who we really are as life: we have to include everyone and everything of our world, our existence, this one reality we share. We have to responsibly investigate how we have formed and conditioned ourselves and others through relationships of dependency, mistrust, manipulation; relationships in dishonesty, secrecy, pretense.

For the first time in the history of mankind a group has come together that stands not against anyone or anything, but stands for all and for the realization of life as equality and oneness, for the actualization of life based on and as the value of life.

As Destonians we stand alone and follow no one. Yet we walk together, assisting and supporting ourselves and each-other in transforming our living-application and transcending our existence into what is best for all life.

We stand alone – all:one – because self-realization entails SELF-honesty, SELF-trust, SELF-will. No one can realize for another, no one can breathe for another. Each one must stand-up within oneself and find stability and trust on one’s own two feet. No masters and no slaves have place in a new world where life is the value.

We share our processes in public because we stand for transparency, and because we realize that the consciousness cycles we are trapped in are universal: bipolar patterns of mind control that work from inside out. We fear ourselves, the world and each-other. People conspire in greed, jealousy, anger, spite. People wallow in self-pity, vengeance, remorse.  And the current accepted system is not supporting anyone in letting go of the monsters we have created within and without, the current system is not supporting anyone in breaking the chains of this prison we call ‘life’.

Au contraire: the system re-creates the monsters through polarity education, indoctrination of fear and separation, and the monsters we become re-create the system in turn, and so history is repeating and the world is as we know it.

We stand for a new world-system/money-system that will end all hierarchies, stop all abuse and leave no room for exploitation; a new system that will be based on the value of life and created to serve and support life – all life equally.

If you get what I’m saying, then get informed, get involved, walk with us in purifying this existence, washing our brains in self-responsibility and stopping the mind-control from the inside out. As long as fear exists, life is not possible. As long as we look for saviors, we remain slaves.

We say that life is possible, and we are our own living proof. The more we share, the more people see common sense and start seeing things for what they are. Start taking self-responsibility, start recognizing the LIE in the beLIEfs we’ve created to dominate each-other and Stop.

Come together to live practical solutions into creation, solutions that will support all life equally and end separation and exploitation – once and for all.

No gods, no masters, no slaves.

LIFE HERE is possible – for ALL as ONE, as self-willed Equals of Life.

A bite of the Apple & the Knowledge of God

I could just as well title this: God the Criminal - or
The Cult of the Apple - but let me get to the story:

As I was passing by a Mac store in town, I saw the symbol of the bitten apple that is the visual logo of the company.

What came up in that moment is the story of God and the tree of knowledge, the forbidden fruit of which man took a bite, mis-led by woman, mis-led by the snake...
Fascinating that ‘God’ would attempt to hide its trail through shifting responsibility to near-by points which, admittedly, do not lack symbolism, but do however distract from the criminal in the first place: God.

Yes – God the criminal. Because what can it possibly mean when God placed a trap for the human and not only that but makes sure the human walks right into the trap? The mere fact that God created a tree that is ‘forbidden’ shows that God is evil and was a priori planning to set a trap for the human and justify his bipolar creation, life ‘born into sin’.

And it is ‘fascinatingly’ sick, how man as the image and likeness of God is equal to God’s bipolar creation, equal to God’s evil-ution – creating ‘forbidden fruits’ and tempting each-other into traps and loops where everybody tries to win while another must lose. The hide & seek power-games of adults are adultery against life.

Ex-i-stance is s-i-ck...
in the image and likeness of God and the Hu-man.

After all the Human is all about what one God and what one hasn’t God. There’s even people that haven’t God anything at all and simply DIE.


If we look a bit deeper at God the criminal, it is fascinating how God did not want man, the human, to be equal to God. God had the knowledge to create good & evil - yet God itself claimed to be good? Ha! And man buys into it?

The Apple itself, part of nature, part of the Garden of Eden, turns out to be a fruit of the devil? But if God created everything – why did God create the devil?
Was God itself perhaps evil, was God perhaps equal to Knowledge and thus evil – because see when I look at it: there exists no evil before the Knowledge that separates good from evil. Therefore knowledge is separation and separation creates evil. And God had separated itself from man, and man separates itself from each-other, from everything that exists, and everything is in a constant struggle against each other. No common sense!

And all was happening from the beginning in God’s paradise! Fascinating how ‘close’ the words paradise and parasite are!

Apple the computer business chose a successful visual logo for its market strategy. Whether one is consciously aware of the point or unconsciously – the Apple represents Source itself, and source is defined by consciousness as Knowledge. Knowledge – the fruit that lures the human with promises of ‘something more’ and (di)visions of ‘grandeur’...
And there we have it: a human that is always only after the bite, after the next fix, after the next energy high – but never fulfilled, never whole, never equal to all that is here, never committed to anything for real.

If we look a little deeper into the symbolism of the business world at Apple and Microsoft, and go a little back in the early days of IT and www: When you would buy Apply some 20 years ago, it was to protect yourself from the infamous Microsoft viruses and small catastrophes that would flood the business news every now and then. Nowadays, Apple equipment is ‘equalizing’ itself to meet the expiry date of your average technological product on the market, since the money-system depends on things breaking and people constantly re-newing their collections of technological advancements. Microsoft back then was representing and targeting the masses and promising ‘happiness for all’, while Apple was addressing the elite promising ‘quality’, though it is obvious that both concerns are equally based on profit and profit only; one is simply targeting a more-elitist elite, while the other is addressing more of the middle-class elite – and none is or can be protected from the consequences of this man-made reality.
Perhaps God is also somewhere between the lines, trying to hide from reality, trying to avoid consequence, but it is impossible. As all that is here is here for all to see, in this mess-age where each one is inevitably facing oneself – Earth the eye of the needle where space and time meet and consequence returns to its creator...

Apples just don’t taste good anymore, and it’s not that I haven’t I’ve been around...