Don’t Give In, Don’t Give Up. Give LIFE.

it's extensive how we define ourselves and our expression based on our perception of impressions through others, interpreting reality through systematic filters instead of LIVING direct, in directive authority as equals of life

currently no expression exists

only reaction

we are slaves to our own consciousness, our own value judgments, our own search for self, all the while we are HERE

what does that realization imply?

the solution is here

the solution would be direct living

Self-Forgiveness is the letting go of the past/judgments/fears, removing the veils, and giving self the permission to LIVE

the LIVING must be equally applied as the Self-Forgiveness

this is a point all is facing

first we walk/start with the mind process of seeing, realizing and understanding our creation

then suddenly we notice, oh shit, we ARE it, it's about changing ourselves

it’s about putting the theory into application, and living the change, living our realizations

all resistance and all fear, all want/need/desire:

is the consciousness that we've become that fears losing itself, fears losing it's 'feeding ground' which has been our physical bodies and this physical world

it is the consciousness that wants to have it “my way” based on self-interest and the concepts of ‘personal happiness’ the systems serves us with, conditioned through family, called ‘love’ when it’s only patterns of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’ creating a world of abuse where profit/self-interest is placed before the interest of LIFE

so the question is:

will we dare to occupy our body as beings of life, and walk/participate in life in self-responsibility, self-dignity and respect, as directive authority in equality and oneness –

or will we remain as consciousness, a fabricated entity occupying a body for its self-interest

this is the question everyone and everything is faced with as the final decision in this existence

"...Understand that here is another way to look at Earth – Earth is the opportunity for the Individualization as Life and therefore a reality is created within which one exist within both life and illusion, to see who you are and what you can be trust with. If you can only be trusted with the illusion = then you will not continue after this – If you can be trusted with life = you will be welcomed home! But you don’t get that ‘for free,’ you don’t get that if you don’t understand how it works – because if you don’t understand how it works, you will abuse others - it’s exactly what happens here on Earth and therefore, it was necessary, and therefore not everyone is going to enter Life – but it would be nice if everyone could, yet, it depends on each one individually, it is your absolute own alone journey, you have to prove that you are worthy of life, that you understand the total creation of everything in fact, and yes it is possible and it is rather simplistic and if you understand it, you will no longer abuse it."

"...That is the principles of the Quanta Moving – they move together. So you change = the world change, why don’t the world change is because You don’t change – anyone that claim that they have changed it is Not True.
Everyone will have to Change if the world is to change – and the world will go to the state that is necessary to force this. Slowly but surely, and before you know it, it may be too late and you won’t be ready and it is okay if you’re not ready, because that is your decision. And that decision, that reality, the ‘Who I Am’ decides everything, that is the nature of this existence, there is No Forgiveness but SELF Forgiveness, there is no Honesty but Self Honesty, there is nothing else but What is Best for All – Best For All is Not Debatable, because it is measurable, it is functional, it is mathematical and it is scientific, in which one can work out the simplicity of the relationships between every form that is here and what would be the best for it.
If one truly care about, then you understand what Real Love is all about, and then you would understand that participating in a system as it exist now is abusive. It is necessary that we start a new system, one where we are in fact responsible and accountable.” 

- Bernard Poolman in Consciousness is a System of Government

to become life, which we do not yet know/realize what it is other than the basic common sense that life must be Best for All,

we must be willing to and will ourselves to let go of the consciousness/knowledge/past/judgments/fears/desires etc. that we've become in patterns of polarity, where for some to ‘have’ others have nothing, and for some to ‘win’ the majority must ‘lose’ –

which is what we see in the world yet it is the same system-principle based on which every individual mind consciousness functions: self-interest.

"...This made it very clear, that Joy in itself, as it is Experienced by People in their Systematic existence of the Mind, is Actually ‘Happiness and Achievement’, because it is Never in the Context of Equality as Life, but rather in the Context of Self-Interested Fulfilment where the One claiming ‘Joy’ has Never Ever Connected with ANY other Part of Life in ANY WAY Whatsoever, but are Only Functioning at the level of Senses, trying to make Sense of a Senseless Existence of Chasing the Next Moment of Mistaken Joy in the Fulfilling of an All-Consuming Parasitic Existence."

- Bernard Poolman in one of the latest posts in his Journey To Life blog 

could there be any ‘higher purpose’ to achieve than LIFE - than freedom and dignity for all in a world without fear, without abuse?

as we walk this process of self-honesty self-forgiveness, exorcising the habits that inhabit us and letting go of the consciousness patterns that bind us, there's a moment / moments of 'vacuum' where the past is no longer but the new is not yet lived into creation

that's where the ‘window of opportunity’ is HERE for self to move and create the NEW, otherwise the old comes in again automatically

this is where breath assists, slowing down to real-time, walking breath by breath

realizing and acknowledging that this process takes time, as it took time for us to fabricate what is here now;

thus –

we gotta walk in patience, yet live self-commitment – don’t give up

don't give in to the patterns of the past

we gotta move ourselves out of the separate mind-bubbles of consciousness as self-interest - and into Life and Living in the interest of LIFE, as who we all really are 

we gotta move self slowly but surely, to let go of a past of separation and abuse and form a new existence of oneness and equality as LIFE

for further context to this blog post please read:

HERE & NOW - Changing Our Here into a Home for Life
 
The Power of Now - It's got you by the Balls

Impressed Expressions of Consciousness

Input-Output, Impressed Expression & History Repeating - Where is Real Life Expression?

ART by Matti Freeman

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Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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http://equalmoney.org/forum/
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http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

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* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
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Aligning Self to LIFE is a Real Decision

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For further context see
The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath.
Setting Life Free from the System – part1
Setting Life Free from the System – part2
We are the ones we've been waiting for
Taking a Real Role and Walking Out of Characters
Can’t serve two gods



I am realizing that the decisions we make in life are not really our own decisions, but are responses we give to the impulses we receive from our world, other people, the system as a whole;

And that within that is implied that we actually define ourselves and thus our decisions through the eyes of world, through other people, the system as a whole – submitting in essence to the system.


Our current alignment in this existence is that of self-interest: where each being’s actions/living is aligned in separation from the whole, pursuing only individual ‘survival’ based on what the conditioned character-roles/personalities determine that we ‘must’ and ‘have the right to’ want, need, fear, desire. Within this ‘following’, we accept our existence of separation and also the polarity system of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, ‘winning’/ ‘losing’, ‘having’/’lacking’-

hence a world under the dictatorship of a polarity system, seen very clearly within consumerism that has become literally a way of life, and within the profit-based money system that exploits life and living resources in the name of profit, favouritism, inequality.


What becomes clear here, is that in order to change the alignment of our existence, we require to change our self-alignment:

from self-interest to the interest of life, as who we all really are beyond the apparent separation, which in essence is a mental separation through which we impose “values” based on value-judgments of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’;
a condition that disregards the actual value of life, as which we are all equal, coming from the same substance and returning to the same ground at death.


Perhaps herein is the reason why we are not transcendent of death: because we identify with the mental only, while we disregard the physical, worse still: we abuse the physical in the name of the mental.

And since all that we are in the end is consciousness personas of the mental, fake characters/personalities in separation of the physical substance, nothing substantial remains of ‘who’ one is when one breath is suddenly the last.

The very definitions we accept of ourselves in terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ in fact determine our effectiveness and our decisions in life.

Realizing that I am the one deciding who I am based on what I accept myself to be defined as equal to, implies that the way to make actual decisions in self-determination entails walking out of the fake characters/personalities and self-realizing life. Within this becoming aware of what the cause and effect of my existence is, and making sure that my existence cause an effect that supports life as a whole.


Therefore I commit myself to aligning myself to life, and to assist and support others to do the same and break through the limitations and polarization of the system – so that we may bring forth an existence where all life is equally honoured as such, and the actual value of life is restored so that all may live without fear, without struggle – stopping the system of survival within and without, to finally LIVE.

This is the Journey to Life that is walked and promoted with Desteni and Equal Money – in the realization that Life is ONE group, we are all here together and share the same physical needs for a dignified life on this Earth. There is no plan B, we only have one planet, and since it is our nature that is the cause for the atrocity currently allowed in our world, it is our nature that must be the solution.


Therefore I commit myself to transforming the nature of my being, from the self-interest of the conditioned fake characters/personalities to the interest of life as who I really am.

I commit myself to living the decision to align myself to LIFE in every moment, because who we are in every moment determines who/what we become. Every breath counts.

I commit myself to slowing down and becoming/remaining aware of every breath and who I am within it, within my participation in my world, my reality –
to within that assist and support myself in stopping any and all participation that is based in self-interest, fears and desires that are conditioned, and to instead make actual, informed decisions in every moment, taking full self-responsibility for who I am and what I am participating in.


I am grateful that the support of the Desteni group is here, and I’d suggest to anyone reading this to study the material and the realizations shared, as that will assist in breaking through the veils of self-interest, which is the system, which is consumerism –

So that we may stand together as life, as one, as equals, and stop consuming ourselves and each-other, stop consuming the physical oneness in the name of the mental inequality, and change our existence in a way that will ensure equal life for all, equal freedom and dignity for life in all possible ways.





Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:

* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads

* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download

* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download

* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download

* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation

* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download

* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

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The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath



ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo



Breath by breath is the only way to walk this process, this journey to life, without getting lost in the insanity of the mind, the insanity of the system, the insanity of humanity.

What does that imply?

It is not to lose sight of the processes that constitute the mind, the system, the world, humanity – yet to not to get lost in them either.

It is rather to see, realize and understand What is Here as our creation, as ourselves, and How our Here works, as the mind system and the world system equally.

Because only through understanding how the automated systems function which we have manifested / accepted / allowed - can we place ourselves in a position to CHANGE What is Here in the interest of LIFE.



Breath BYE breath

How would it be to live so, that we in every moment say ´bye-bye´ to the previous moment, the previous breath? We would live each moment fresh, new, a re-birth into HERE in every moment of breath.

What is it that exists clinging on to the past, to definitions, to knowledge?

What is it the fears ´losing control´?

What is it that has a concept of death, of loss?

It is the consciousness system. (Study the entire Desteni research for a thorough insight on this)

Currently we exist in loops of mental realities and pattern repetition, each human being trapped within their own mind-bubble in separation from life as a whole.

We exist through the drive of the wants, needs and desires of the personalities we have adopted / accepted / allowed to become ´who we are´.

We exist through the drive of money which is currently the only motivation for movement – no actual self-movement exists.

The question is why.

How do we educate our children, our world, the next generations?

How come history is repeating with mankind never actually coming to real change to the betterment of LIFE for ALL?

At this point, many will refer to FEAR as the cause for this.

Is fear really the cause – or is it the effect, used as an excuse, a justification for the cowardice we exist within, which we try to cover-up with ´superior´ projections?

We suppress and deny fear of death to such an extent, that we do not even really ask the question: How come we are not transcendent of death?

The answer is simple: Because we exist as MIND PERSONALITIES = definitions, personas, self-image – like characters in a role-play. And neither the characters nor the roles we play or the reactions we have are self-directed. They are conditioned; preprogrammed; ´educated´ as personalities by the personalities that have gone before us.

It is through and as personalities that we exist in self-interest, disregarding the interest of life.

It is our perception of separation and our ´education´ through ´reward´ and ´punishment´ (called ´love´!!!) based on concepts of ´superiority´/´inferiority´ that brings forth the concept of self-interest, through which we exist in constant comparison and competition in a system that exploits life for profit.

Yet the common sense is clear:

No point of self-interest can be of any value or any benefit to any part of life, if it harms in any way another part of life.

Because the value of life is life.


What would our world look like if we all lived in the interest of life as a whole?

Why is our awareness limited to self-interest? Where is the awareness of life? Why is it missing within the human? What have we missed? Is perhaps everything that we´ve placed values into, everything that we’ve called ´life´, questionable?

Only a personality that exists through consciousness fears death. It fears losing that which it defines itself by/as.

The physical universe does not fear death. It does not even require consciousness. Should the human race vanish from the face of the planet, the planet would still be here.

Fear of death is unnecessary - all is going to die, you never know when the next breath will be your last.

Thus one can assist and support self in living self-honesty in every moment, finding/willing within ourselves the courage to live self-honesty - in the realization that only the mind fears death, because it is defined through knowledge, memory, agendas, definitions, polarity designs = all things that at death are no more.

So, best to identify the things of the mind that at death are no more - and start walking the forgiveness of these points, in a process that is the journey to life - the journey to stopping the system within and without and making ourselves real as life

= dignity, freedom, life for all.

Walking within and as breath, breath by breath, self can support self to, as a point /reaction /experience comes-up in a moment : see it, look at it, understand it, let it go – give it no value, it was preprogrammed anyway.

What other value could there be than Self Being Here and Moving in the interest of Life?!

Any other movement that comes-up automatically is preprogrammed, any value other than life is self-interest in separation from life and exists only through system definitions, personalities, terms of consciousness, not terms of life.

LIFE has only one term:

What is Best for All, as One.

Hence Equality.

No gods, no masters, no slaves.

And a system of support that will enable self-mastery and expression for ALL.





Breath BUY Breath

In the current consumerism system which equals the abuse of life in the name profit thus manifesting inequality and destruction: the system SELL to you the CONcept that you must BUY your breath, your right to be here.

Yet the system does not exist without the human.

Therefore it is the responsibility of the human to bring forth a system that allows LIFE EQUALL for ALL. What stands in the way of this is FEAR – yet fear is in fact only an excuse. The real reason is self-interest, the desire for profit, the desire for dominion of the few ´special ones´ over the many, the dominion of the machine (which is MAN as MONEY/man-eye) over life.

In the current system of inequality, the breaths of the many that are born into inferiority BUY the breath of a select few that are placed into superiority.

The one polarity does not exist without the other, which is why charity and any other band-aid solution presented as ‘benevolent’in the current only in fact perpetuates the inequality and keeps the system running.

What must be seen is that: You do not choose where and under what conditions you are born into in this world. And yet those very conditions determine who you will be and what your experience in life can or cannot be.

Can you place yourself in the shoes of any given being on earth and walk their life without fear, without shame, without regret? If not – then it is obvious common sense that we require to WILL a new system of actual life-support for our existence on earth – such that no one must fear for their life, and all can exist in freedom, dignity, and respect.


It is time to take responsibility for our creation and stand-up for life to do whatever it takes to transform our current existence of atrocity – from self-interest and separation into oneness and equality in the interest of life.

Walk with us in this process of debunking all systems and all mind-control, and getting ourselves to the point of response-ability to manifest what´s best for Life on earth, so that freedom, dignity and support for ALL LIFE is ensured in all possible ways.

Yes, it´s a long way to go - but solutions are established by being lived.

It is not enough to change the world system – because the world system is but the externalization of human nature. Thus, it is human nature that must change, and this must be done through self-will and self-realization, a process of purification of our nature, our beingness - or else it is not real.

At Desteni we support ourselves and each-other in taking back the power we´ve abdicated to systems and in developing the common sense required to walk ourselves out of the woes of the mind and into the ways of LIFE –

to establish a new way of life that in fact honors life in all practical ways.

Join the Journey to Life!

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<<; PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

Self-Realization & Self-Made Polarity Experiences

Lately I was writing about my experience with people and groups of people throughout my life - and how I ended-up isolating myself and existing in judgment, which was in essence only reflecting my own self-judgment and mental polarity creations -




See the blog here: http://bellalive.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Relationships_as_Limitation_Bubbles_Fear_as_Self-Abuse


What is fascinating is that our 'experiences' are 'merely' the result of the equated definitions, conclusions and beliefs we accept throughout our lives: which makes it all but a program which, once realized, can be redefined in self-responsibility and self-respect –
thus changing our patterns of participation in this world in a way that will bring forth dignity for life.

Looking at my experience of how I perceived people and how I experienced being perceived by others, I see that one can in self-honesty look into and investigate what 'expectations' are connected to such experiences, meaning -
what does one expect people to think, how does one expect people to react to who and how one is, what does one fear as a reaction/feedback from others, what does one desire as a reaction/feedback from others.

Writing about this, one will see that one’s expectations emerge from one’s own self-created and/or accepted definitions of oneself, be it self-judgment and 'negative'-charged ideas (which would reflect that which one fears as feedback from others) or 'positive'-charged ideas about oneself (which would reflect that which one desires as feedback/'validation' from others).

So, this shows that what we think people think about us or what we perceive people experience toward us = is actually in fact our own mind. It is showing us what we ourselves have defined, created, accepted about ourselves - our fears and desires: both are polarity points that indicate self-separation, from the perspective that
- the 'negative' points one fears being seen/perceived as: are points that one has judged of/about oneself and thus separated from oneself, instead of transcending the points within and as self-equality
- the 'positive' points one desires as 'feedback', 'validation' or 'gift' from others: are points that one has not yet accepted within oneself as oneself but has separated oneself from, thinking and believing one needs to 'gain' or 'attain' them in order to be 'more'/'better'/'higher'.

Such points/ideas of 'more'/'better'/'higher' are showing us that we've actually defined self as the opposite-polarity ('less'/'worse' etc -the 'negative') and we're therefore now seeking and desiring the 'positive'.
So here we can see the trap of polarity within and as our mental 'values' - the things we place value on, in separation from ourselves as life.

So, in fact, until we start seeing and realizing what we (each one of us) have created as one's mind, what others will reflect to us will be our own ideas, fears and desires – and therefore looking at others and the feedback we get from others: we are basically seeing ourselves.

And THAT is where one can start with investigating the mind-polarities that exist within oneself as ideas, images, value-judgments etc, to start purifying one's (self-)definitions, removing the polarity, freeing oneself from the trap, and working towards a point of self-equality and oneness as life -

where the value is self here as life in the context of practical considerations from the starting-point of self-support as actual living, to no longer be subject to mental images, definitions and ideas about self and the world.



SELF-REAL-I-ZATION:
We are what we make real as ourselves -

and thus, self-real-I-zation is a space-time process as we dis-cover ourselves. Man Know Thyself - a process in time which entails several steps:

-seeing and recognizing what it is we have made real as ourselves and our self-experience in this world

-seeing and recognizing what the reality of our experience / what the participation in our patterns perpetuate in this world in the greater scheme

-making a decision as to whether or not such creation is worthy of life, whether or not what we've made real as ourselves in fact supports us as life

-forgiving our creation as ourselves and taking the responsibility to transform the equations of our creation, to stop the patterns of abuse and inequality/polarity and align our practical-living-participation to what's best for all/life, which is also what's best for us individually

-envisioning the practical correction- and transformation-steps required to make ourselves real as self-willed equals of life, as dignified individuals and responsible creators

-making ourselves real by walking that solution/correction/purification into beingness:
and through this we are bringing forth the transformation of our creation as humanity toward what is best for all as life in equality and oneness

Investigate further on self-realization at http://desteni.org
- especially in relation to self and relationships check out the new course: Agreements - Redefining Relationships

Further Support:
Self-Image and Fear of Others
Blame and Animosity
Virus Free Mind
The Emotional and Feeling Body-System and Physical Energy-Alignments

Self-Honesty & Self-Awareness Steps for the Elite

The Elite?

If you are reading this – you ARE the elite. I am the elite. All of us who have a certain roof over our head, a certain access to water and electricity, a certain access to money and an income that ensures everything one needs for a dignified living in this physical reality: WE are the ones that determine the evolution of the system, the evolution of life on planet earth – through everything that we do and sadly also through everything that we don’t do.

The ones in less fortunate positions such as famine, war, starvation, forced labor, are all enslaved to conditions they have no power to change, because they are cast out of the system we all daily participate in, they have no voice in this world, no vote to make their voice heard, and often no vocabulary to formulate the actual state of affairs they are being subjected to.

It is therefore up to the rest of us to find it within us to stand up for LIFE, and that includes every living thing on this existence, from the smallest to the biggest; to find it within us to realize our responsibility by the mere fact that WE RAE HERE, born into conditions that give us a relative power to move things, to voice our position, to make a stand and make sure that how we live and co-exist is practically bringing-forth a better life, a dignified life for ALL.

To find this will of life within us, self-honesty is required and practical common sense – to see who it is we are, how we came to be, and how it is that we are in fact creating this world; and to stop creating from a starting-point of fear, self-interest and separation, and instead start creating in awareness, in the realization that we exist in the context of life and that life is interdependent.

We have done already great harm to ourselves, each-other and our home planet – but this should not stop us from standing-up and stating “till here and no further”; it should not stop us from finding practical ways to stop the accepted ways of the world and transform the current system within and without into a living-expression of what is best for all – after all, what is best for all, is best for you and me.

This is obviously not going to be a quick fix, nor an easy journey. There is much re-education to be done in terms of freeing ourselves from the conditioned survival fear that keeps us existing against each other; freeing ourselves from the mind control that is being thrown at us from the moment of birth and really ask ourselves the question: what would we have liked to learn and experience as children coming into this world, how would the opportunities to explore and express ourselves look like – and what practical infrastructure would a system require to in fact provide the children with such quality of life; what will it take to change ourselves in such a way that we break the cycles of abuse and separation, that we stop history from repeating and really, truly, create a new world – for real, for ALL.

Yes - we require an entirely new system. At the same time however, we require to realize that –as with everything in existence–  it all starts with self. We are the building blocks of this world, as this world exists through and as the relationships we entertain – in the smallest of details.


Check out the series Self-Awareness Steps for the Elite – and make use of the tools offered to assist yourself toward self-honesty and a dignified existence.
Allow yourself to question self-interest and our fear-based existence, allow yourself to see yourself in a bigger context: the context of life, the context of oneness and equality as creation. 
Watch the following interview for a taste of what such a process entails:

Self-Honesty

I've been walking this process for more than four years now. Self-honesty entails the willingness to see/ recognize/ reveal the 'hidden motives' on the basis of which our beliefs, fears, desires, self-definitions are created/ adopted/ accepted. Self-honesty also entails to see the patterns we participate in (mental, emotional, behavioral) and understand/realize the cause/ beginning/ origin and effect/ outflow/ consequence - to ultimately take self-responsibility to change self in a way that no more (self-)abuse is allowed. Self-honesty is the process of revealing to myself where and how I am being self-dishonest, where and how I deceive or sabotage myself - to then investigate the self-corrective/ self-purifying practical steps required to stop - and 'transform' myself into a being I can live with. That is in the end the ultimate 'question' life confronts us with: "Can you live with yourself in the face of life, in the face of all that is here?" - "Have you stood up for yourself, have you stood up for life - What impact have you/ has your participation had on life as a whole?"

The main tools I utilize to work on points I am faced with throughout my everyday life are writing and self-forgiveness, which in few words could be described as: self-introspection, writing out the points/patterns, investigating what is 'behind' the particular thoughts/ emotions/ beliefs/ (self-)definitions, see the consequences for self/life, see what I am allowing within self/the world through my acceptances per implication, and make the choice to stop/ let-go/ forgive myself.
From here, what is required is a 'new script' which self determines in self-honesty: How do I want to 'purify'/'correct' myself in this regard? What is acceptable and what is unacceptable for life/ freedom/dignity? How do I want to live/apply the change practically? Self-honesty from here would be to direct myself towards/as self-change in the very moments where the particular pattern I worked with comes-up or gets triggered again. That is where I then 'test myself' in reality, that is where I 'prove' to myself that I am in fact taking self-responsibility, that I can in fact trust my word, that I am in fact directing myself to live as best for life, as best for all, of which i am equally part of.

Obviously this is a huge 'subject' and as I said I have been walking this 'process' for many years already. This started when I came across Desteni (I had been following a 'spiritual' path up to that point and was busy focusing on the 'positive' and suppressing/denying the 'negative' within self/the world) and that is when I started to participate on the forums and write and communicate with others that were also busy exploring life and themselves and searching for 'truth';
I started exploring the principle of equality and oneness, understanding polarity and how it works and how we trap ourselves and each-other within such system (within and without), and discussing practical solutions for self and the world so that we may finally make this world and life something that is no longer abusive/deceptive/exploiting; something that is worth living and worth leaving to our children without regret, without fear, without harm.

What is most fascinating is that, although this process started as a self-realization process for the individual, we concluded that we cannot be preoccupied with self only while the world is burning and half the population is left to starve; that we must first create the structural support and transform the system(s) of our world in a way that each living being can have a dignified life - then all are free to explore self and all have actual real choice to be and become who we truly are, and do what we really enjoy doing - without the enslavement of the current money-system that determines our choices and decides who lives and who dies.

Therefore at the moment we are focusing on bringing-forth a new equality system, while of course each one individually continues to walk the process of self-honesty, taking self-responsibility, developing self-trust, purifying ourselves and our relationships, and establishing the self-will from which emerge the freedom as we break free from the chains of 'old' and ingrained habits and patterns of this system consciousness that is based on fear, self-interest and basically war/competition/winners and losers. A win-win solution is possible for life. And that is the process of life as oneness and equality, within as without.


Check out the open forum at http://forum.desteni.org - much is shared there and people/we utilize the forum to write, share, discuss and support ourselves and each-other in self-honesty and practical common sense.

Check out the Equal Money website. The website will change in about a week's time with an interactive first page where people will be able to vote and comment on the goals and policy development thus far on the Equal Money System. There will also be an Equal Money wiki. Make sure you get involved, make sure your voice counts for what is best for all!

Check out the awakening-awareness self-support stuff at EQAFE!
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