The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath



ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo



Breath by breath is the only way to walk this process, this journey to life, without getting lost in the insanity of the mind, the insanity of the system, the insanity of humanity.

What does that imply?

It is not to lose sight of the processes that constitute the mind, the system, the world, humanity – yet to not to get lost in them either.

It is rather to see, realize and understand What is Here as our creation, as ourselves, and How our Here works, as the mind system and the world system equally.

Because only through understanding how the automated systems function which we have manifested / accepted / allowed - can we place ourselves in a position to CHANGE What is Here in the interest of LIFE.



Breath BYE breath

How would it be to live so, that we in every moment say ´bye-bye´ to the previous moment, the previous breath? We would live each moment fresh, new, a re-birth into HERE in every moment of breath.

What is it that exists clinging on to the past, to definitions, to knowledge?

What is it the fears ´losing control´?

What is it that has a concept of death, of loss?

It is the consciousness system. (Study the entire Desteni research for a thorough insight on this)

Currently we exist in loops of mental realities and pattern repetition, each human being trapped within their own mind-bubble in separation from life as a whole.

We exist through the drive of the wants, needs and desires of the personalities we have adopted / accepted / allowed to become ´who we are´.

We exist through the drive of money which is currently the only motivation for movement – no actual self-movement exists.

The question is why.

How do we educate our children, our world, the next generations?

How come history is repeating with mankind never actually coming to real change to the betterment of LIFE for ALL?

At this point, many will refer to FEAR as the cause for this.

Is fear really the cause – or is it the effect, used as an excuse, a justification for the cowardice we exist within, which we try to cover-up with ´superior´ projections?

We suppress and deny fear of death to such an extent, that we do not even really ask the question: How come we are not transcendent of death?

The answer is simple: Because we exist as MIND PERSONALITIES = definitions, personas, self-image – like characters in a role-play. And neither the characters nor the roles we play or the reactions we have are self-directed. They are conditioned; preprogrammed; ´educated´ as personalities by the personalities that have gone before us.

It is through and as personalities that we exist in self-interest, disregarding the interest of life.

It is our perception of separation and our ´education´ through ´reward´ and ´punishment´ (called ´love´!!!) based on concepts of ´superiority´/´inferiority´ that brings forth the concept of self-interest, through which we exist in constant comparison and competition in a system that exploits life for profit.

Yet the common sense is clear:

No point of self-interest can be of any value or any benefit to any part of life, if it harms in any way another part of life.

Because the value of life is life.


What would our world look like if we all lived in the interest of life as a whole?

Why is our awareness limited to self-interest? Where is the awareness of life? Why is it missing within the human? What have we missed? Is perhaps everything that we´ve placed values into, everything that we’ve called ´life´, questionable?

Only a personality that exists through consciousness fears death. It fears losing that which it defines itself by/as.

The physical universe does not fear death. It does not even require consciousness. Should the human race vanish from the face of the planet, the planet would still be here.

Fear of death is unnecessary - all is going to die, you never know when the next breath will be your last.

Thus one can assist and support self in living self-honesty in every moment, finding/willing within ourselves the courage to live self-honesty - in the realization that only the mind fears death, because it is defined through knowledge, memory, agendas, definitions, polarity designs = all things that at death are no more.

So, best to identify the things of the mind that at death are no more - and start walking the forgiveness of these points, in a process that is the journey to life - the journey to stopping the system within and without and making ourselves real as life

= dignity, freedom, life for all.

Walking within and as breath, breath by breath, self can support self to, as a point /reaction /experience comes-up in a moment : see it, look at it, understand it, let it go – give it no value, it was preprogrammed anyway.

What other value could there be than Self Being Here and Moving in the interest of Life?!

Any other movement that comes-up automatically is preprogrammed, any value other than life is self-interest in separation from life and exists only through system definitions, personalities, terms of consciousness, not terms of life.

LIFE has only one term:

What is Best for All, as One.

Hence Equality.

No gods, no masters, no slaves.

And a system of support that will enable self-mastery and expression for ALL.





Breath BUY Breath

In the current consumerism system which equals the abuse of life in the name profit thus manifesting inequality and destruction: the system SELL to you the CONcept that you must BUY your breath, your right to be here.

Yet the system does not exist without the human.

Therefore it is the responsibility of the human to bring forth a system that allows LIFE EQUALL for ALL. What stands in the way of this is FEAR – yet fear is in fact only an excuse. The real reason is self-interest, the desire for profit, the desire for dominion of the few ´special ones´ over the many, the dominion of the machine (which is MAN as MONEY/man-eye) over life.

In the current system of inequality, the breaths of the many that are born into inferiority BUY the breath of a select few that are placed into superiority.

The one polarity does not exist without the other, which is why charity and any other band-aid solution presented as ‘benevolent’in the current only in fact perpetuates the inequality and keeps the system running.

What must be seen is that: You do not choose where and under what conditions you are born into in this world. And yet those very conditions determine who you will be and what your experience in life can or cannot be.

Can you place yourself in the shoes of any given being on earth and walk their life without fear, without shame, without regret? If not – then it is obvious common sense that we require to WILL a new system of actual life-support for our existence on earth – such that no one must fear for their life, and all can exist in freedom, dignity, and respect.


It is time to take responsibility for our creation and stand-up for life to do whatever it takes to transform our current existence of atrocity – from self-interest and separation into oneness and equality in the interest of life.

Walk with us in this process of debunking all systems and all mind-control, and getting ourselves to the point of response-ability to manifest what´s best for Life on earth, so that freedom, dignity and support for ALL LIFE is ensured in all possible ways.

Yes, it´s a long way to go - but solutions are established by being lived.

It is not enough to change the world system – because the world system is but the externalization of human nature. Thus, it is human nature that must change, and this must be done through self-will and self-realization, a process of purification of our nature, our beingness - or else it is not real.

At Desteni we support ourselves and each-other in taking back the power we´ve abdicated to systems and in developing the common sense required to walk ourselves out of the woes of the mind and into the ways of LIFE –

to establish a new way of life that in fact honors life in all practical ways.

Join the Journey to Life!

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Self-Realization & Self-Made Polarity Experiences

Lately I was writing about my experience with people and groups of people throughout my life - and how I ended-up isolating myself and existing in judgment, which was in essence only reflecting my own self-judgment and mental polarity creations -




See the blog here: http://bellalive.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Relationships_as_Limitation_Bubbles_Fear_as_Self-Abuse


What is fascinating is that our 'experiences' are 'merely' the result of the equated definitions, conclusions and beliefs we accept throughout our lives: which makes it all but a program which, once realized, can be redefined in self-responsibility and self-respect –
thus changing our patterns of participation in this world in a way that will bring forth dignity for life.

Looking at my experience of how I perceived people and how I experienced being perceived by others, I see that one can in self-honesty look into and investigate what 'expectations' are connected to such experiences, meaning -
what does one expect people to think, how does one expect people to react to who and how one is, what does one fear as a reaction/feedback from others, what does one desire as a reaction/feedback from others.

Writing about this, one will see that one’s expectations emerge from one’s own self-created and/or accepted definitions of oneself, be it self-judgment and 'negative'-charged ideas (which would reflect that which one fears as feedback from others) or 'positive'-charged ideas about oneself (which would reflect that which one desires as feedback/'validation' from others).

So, this shows that what we think people think about us or what we perceive people experience toward us = is actually in fact our own mind. It is showing us what we ourselves have defined, created, accepted about ourselves - our fears and desires: both are polarity points that indicate self-separation, from the perspective that
- the 'negative' points one fears being seen/perceived as: are points that one has judged of/about oneself and thus separated from oneself, instead of transcending the points within and as self-equality
- the 'positive' points one desires as 'feedback', 'validation' or 'gift' from others: are points that one has not yet accepted within oneself as oneself but has separated oneself from, thinking and believing one needs to 'gain' or 'attain' them in order to be 'more'/'better'/'higher'.

Such points/ideas of 'more'/'better'/'higher' are showing us that we've actually defined self as the opposite-polarity ('less'/'worse' etc -the 'negative') and we're therefore now seeking and desiring the 'positive'.
So here we can see the trap of polarity within and as our mental 'values' - the things we place value on, in separation from ourselves as life.

So, in fact, until we start seeing and realizing what we (each one of us) have created as one's mind, what others will reflect to us will be our own ideas, fears and desires – and therefore looking at others and the feedback we get from others: we are basically seeing ourselves.

And THAT is where one can start with investigating the mind-polarities that exist within oneself as ideas, images, value-judgments etc, to start purifying one's (self-)definitions, removing the polarity, freeing oneself from the trap, and working towards a point of self-equality and oneness as life -

where the value is self here as life in the context of practical considerations from the starting-point of self-support as actual living, to no longer be subject to mental images, definitions and ideas about self and the world.



SELF-REAL-I-ZATION:
We are what we make real as ourselves -

and thus, self-real-I-zation is a space-time process as we dis-cover ourselves. Man Know Thyself - a process in time which entails several steps:

-seeing and recognizing what it is we have made real as ourselves and our self-experience in this world

-seeing and recognizing what the reality of our experience / what the participation in our patterns perpetuate in this world in the greater scheme

-making a decision as to whether or not such creation is worthy of life, whether or not what we've made real as ourselves in fact supports us as life

-forgiving our creation as ourselves and taking the responsibility to transform the equations of our creation, to stop the patterns of abuse and inequality/polarity and align our practical-living-participation to what's best for all/life, which is also what's best for us individually

-envisioning the practical correction- and transformation-steps required to make ourselves real as self-willed equals of life, as dignified individuals and responsible creators

-making ourselves real by walking that solution/correction/purification into beingness:
and through this we are bringing forth the transformation of our creation as humanity toward what is best for all as life in equality and oneness

Investigate further on self-realization at http://desteni.org
- especially in relation to self and relationships check out the new course: Agreements - Redefining Relationships

Further Support:
Self-Image and Fear of Others
Blame and Animosity
Virus Free Mind
The Emotional and Feeling Body-System and Physical Energy-Alignments

GOOD & EVIL are ONE | Proof that you Can't Trust the Positive Feeling

We are trapped in a oneness of polarity, both within ourselves as the mind consciousness we’ve been cultivating as humanity over generations as well as in the outer world as the world systems we’ve been developing, accepting and allowing – all in the name of profit.

Profit itself is a polarity construct. For some to have profit, others must have loss.
Is it really so difficult to consider that there is another way?
Or is man so brainwashed with fear that only self-interest prevails at the cost of life itself?


Take the example of a rapist or any psychopath / sociopath for that matter (watch some episodes of Criminal Minds to get a real good idea on the psychology of a criminal profile.) The crime produces a positive experience within the criminal. But to ‘get there’, a negative act was necessary, for whatever reasons: to justify for an experience of lack or injustice the criminal experience within themselves, to take revenge or to balance-out an inferiority complex etc.

The motivation is the seeking /the desire /the pursuit of for instance revenge, justice, power. The idea of achieving that goal and getting that satisfaction is the positive charge that feeds the criminal mind. And the negative action as for instance rape, murder, bullying or any kind of abuse is the starting-point for the creation of the ‘positive’.


Or take the example of abusers that try and control you with fear, whereby they get a ‘positive’ boost from being able to abuse and give you a ‘negative’ experience, which makes them feel ‘more’, ‘stronger’, ‘powerful’. Isn’t this evidence that the positive feeling cannot be trusted?

Fascinatingly enough, the abuser, the bully will often use the same label to induce fear in another that was used by others to frighten them when they were kids for instance. So if someone calls you a faggot or a prick or fat-ass, you can be sure the word thy use is something that either has ‘hurt’ them (=their ego) before or a word they fear, or if someone was fat and was bullied about it and now they’ve lost the extra pounds, it could be they are gaining satisfaction as ‘positive’ charge through hitting you with the ‘negative’, in this case the label ‘fat-ass’.
So here the ‘negative’ action of calling you ‘fat-ass’ is creating the ‘positive’ feeling of satisfaction they’re getting through the comparison they draw in the mind. Now this may be an ‘innocent’ example, however the mechanics of how this works is the same in all cases of abuse and separation.

“The reason why the negative is so powerful, is that the negative is the creator of the positive. The positive is the charge and the negative is the action/starting-point of creation.”

So –
Let’s now look at this from the other side of the polarity more in depth. Let’s take the ‘positive’ example of a lightworker, a positive-thinker or a spiritual person. The creation of a lightworker, a positive-thinker or a spiritual person as a ‘positive’ point has its roots in the perception of for instance this world as ‘negative’.
The lightworker, the positive-thinker or the spiritual person did not look at this world and see it for what it is to understand why things are how they are and how everything within that functions. The lightworker, the positive-thinker or the spiritual person looked at the world and had a ‘negative’ judgment about it, which to deny / suppress / ignore one then uses concepts of ‘light and love’, ‘positive thinking’ or ‘spirituality’ to feel better about oneself, when in fact these ‘methods’ do not have any impact on the world as such, or even any impact really on the person itself other than perhaps making the person comfortably numb for a moment, until reality bashes in.

“See - in spite of being positive - one negative point will destroy all the positive effort.”

It's time to GET REAL – only so will we be able to bring forth REAL SOLUTIONS

Check out the following Freedom Blogs:

Light, Love and Harmony

Is Love something you can Touch

Spirituality and Responsibility

Lifting the Veil to See the true spiritual path



Some related V-logs I made:

“We are a world created through failure - the failure to actually CARE FOR LIFE. We will pay for it, but that must not detract us from creating what is best for all.”

Check out the following Freedom Beats:

For more insights and perspectives read Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 1

Also, at EQAFE you can get yourself a FREE copy of the Blog Book How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message - Check it out!

Quotes used in this blog are by Bernard Poolman

WE are the Aliens – Time to become EARTHLINGS

STOP THE ALIENATION OF LIFE

We learnt to think that ‘human nature’ is what it is.

We do not consider that by accepting this as ‘given’, as pre-programmed, as our legacy as human-kind, we are perpetuating the ‘status quo’ of the world as we know it – which is everything else but kind.

We tend to use nature and the animal kingdom in an attempt to justify why we (co-)exist the way we do, saying that for animals to exist in mutual consumption and competition for resources/survival, it must be ‘natural’ and the only way for humans and the rest of ‘life’.

Never for a moment do we question the accepted ‘human nature’ – 

we do not consider that this world is a reflection of who WE are, and that if WE dare to change (since we DO have the intellect and common sense to see we are heading towards self-destruction) everything else may change consequently.

We learnt to think that we are the effect of a ‘mysterious’ cause, and avoid acknowledging the manifested consequences of cause and effect as evident in this world. Moreover, we deny our own involvement within it all; we deny responsibility for what is Here and invent all kinds of theories and projections onto which we abdicate our power to create, design, form reality. 

We refuse to see and recognize the EFFECT we CAUSE each in our personal worlds, as well as the EFFECT we CAUSE within the greater picture/the Whole through all that we each accept and allow or choose to ‘ignore’ at any given moment.

Let’s STOP; and create a World that is Best for All.

Let us allow ourselves to consider the possibility that if WE change – change ourselves, our co-existence and the systems we construct to manage ourselves through – everything will change! We won’t know until we do it! But we DO know that we can’t continue with the world and ‘humanity’ as we know it:

We are heading towards self-destruction.

Not only the animal kingdom, also the weather patterns are showing us the insanity we are manifesting, wherein the bipolar reality-construct as we’ve created/accepted/allowed it is becoming more and more extreme, the rich becoming richer and the poor poorer, the natural disasters more violent, and the ‘demonic possessions’ in the human minds are escalating more and more into incidents of hatred, rape, murder.

Also the spontaneous revolutions and protest are becoming more and more heated as the people of the world shout-out and stand-up to revolt against the system’s oppression, against the inhumanity of humanity and the laws that violate people’s right to life – without any actual solutions taking place to benefit LIFE.

It is up to us, the People, you and me – the building blocks of this world system – to change the paradigm of an existence that is parasitic in nature, and consider practical ways to an equilibrium that has never existed before.

We have the knowledge, the experience and the technology to do this. 

The last ingredient for a successful transcendence of ‘life’ is the WILL of Man and the consistency and courage to do what it takes and not give up, until Life is ONE and we can stand as equals of life, as brothers and sisters in fact. Not give up until all abuse, exploitation and disgrace is abolished from the face of the Earth, once and for all, and we have cleared the way to create heaven on earth for all and finally start Living and discovering what Life, what we, can be.

We have been the ‘Aliens’ that have accepted and allowed – and through our daily participation given permission for – the alienation of life, the alienation of the planet, the alienation of ourselves.

It is time to stop; and re-evaluate our existence.

It is time to ask ourselves what we can actually learn from history and how we can finally stop history repeating and change the patterns that make up the context of life on this planet. 

It is time to be/become EARTHLINGS, time to humble ourselves and find Common Sense, as Common People, breathing Common Air on Common Ground: 

the ONE planet we share – Let’s share it equally.

Let’s stop this system of ownership, possession, profit and greed that only feeds off of life, and let’s create a new system of actual life support that nurtures ALL LIFE EQUALLY.

It is possible – It’s up to us!

Get informed - Get involved! 

Find ways to stop being part of the problem - and start being part of the Solution: 

Equality is the way to actual Oneness of Life.

In the Spirit of Life : Equality and Oneness

“There is no spirit to set free. There is no exploring possible without considering every one else as well. If we just explore OUR WILL, we create the world in the way it is NOW. Self responsibility is to do what is best for ALL and that CAN only be done in the way that is best for ALL - A STRUCTURED WAY Considers ALL and SET ALL FREE and there is no INTOXICATING SPIRITS that want to do THEIR own thing as FREE CHOICE. No Choice is EVER FREE - there are ALWAYS consequences.”  

Change is only possible as Equal and One. This means we cannot change the world if we are not accepting ourself as the world, or if we seek to elevate ourself from what is here. This is exactly where religion, spirituality, new age and all belief-system fail, while ignoring, disregarding, denying what is here.

What is here – we have created. The spirits of our past are haunting us in every Now whispering into our ear the Future they project out of fear of losing themselves. 

This fear is like a spectre hovering in the background, keeping us from changing, attempting to preserve its self-definition, living through us, creating ‘who we are’ in this world. In accepting this fear through inaction, indifference, ignorance, denial, suppression, justifications: we are silently giving permission for fear to rule the hearts of this world and direct existence into self-destruction.

No man is an island. 

We cannot exist in separation of each-other, in separation from life without consequence. And this world – is the manifested consequence of who we are, what we have been, and what we have created. Time to face the truth of ourselves – it is Here.

Let's bring all our ‘spirits’ Here to be faced and purified until only LIFE remains as who we all really are. Real dignity, actual value: LIFE – the breath of life as equality and oneness, as the breath we all share in every moment.

Separation is not the way. Equality is. Not as a mental concept, but as a living principle - the starting point of every breath.

“When we need to remember where we are and who we are, we are Lost. When we are HERE, we will be Aware that we Have created HERE as what it is now and we have no excuse but to direct HERE to what is best for All. To be LOST is not real, it is only a television series. Memories are Always the Past. Memories are Never HERE as LIFE. Stop listening to the LOST that say you must Remember yourself. They are LOST in the ILLUSION of self created Light and Love Memories.” 

Yes, it may be ‘easier’ to remain secluded in one’s own mind and call it ‘mystical’. I have done this too, I have walked the path of spirituality in search of myself until I realized I am here; until I realized for myself that I was only creating an alternate reality bubble in separation from all that is here, while the challenge is in fact within this world and every breath we are faced with.

Yes, change takes time and we may not see the results of our contribution in our lifetime - yet every decision we make, even that of indifference, has an impact on the future, the children to come, this world as a whole, in all-times to-come. The mere fact that we are HERE is evidence of our responsibility.

Mankind is failing and falling exactly at this point of “life is too short” or “what can I do!?” - that is where most will start creating excuses and justifications to not have to stand-up and do what it takes for an accumulative effect that will bring forth actual change; most will find a way to simply ‘cope with’ what is here. Trapped in survival and self-interest, most will not care what kind of world they leave behind.

To ‘accept’ this world as it is and ‘that’s that’ : is to give permission for and allow things to continue in the world as we know it. And this world is clearly UNACCEPTABLE.

Investigate the solution of Equality. Not as a mental concept, but as a living principle: Let it be the starting point of every breath – 

Who will you be?

Beautiful People are born from Ugliness | Really? Do we need War to birth Peace?

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity and understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen”  - Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

So what is implied here is that struggle and abuse is required in order to cultivate strength of character – instead of realizing the simple principle of character as principle: principles that are based on common sense, the value of life and the self-clarity or should we say sanity to not accept or allow abuse NO MATTER WHAT.
It is an indication of EGO wanting to justify struggle, pain, abuse in this world with the concept that THAT is what makes people beautiful, strong, better. It is saying that good can only exist through polarity. What is then the point of the endless war between good and bad? Can anyone ever really win? Or is the whole point damned to eternal re-cycling, with only some feeling BETTER about themselves for a moment, the moment they can say or think “hey what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”.
Victims of rape, abuse, violence may occasionally stand up and speak out and be strong – but what about the thousands or millions of silent victims that never share their story, that grow up to turn the tables ad be abusers just for the sake of balancing out the equation.

Do you need hurt to find compassion?
Do you need struggle to find peace?
Do you need violence to find gentleness?
Do you need loss to find fulfilment?
If this has been ‘your way’ then the best thing to do is understand that the world that allows fur this kind of bipolar conditions: is the consequence of the system we have accepted to run our lives, our world; it is the effect of our cause, equal and one; a reflection of who we are and how we co-exist.

To defend this polarity and USE it to justify one's belief-systems and validate violence, abuse and the exploitation of life as something that is “part of life” and a “lesson to learn” that “makes you stronger” because that is how you can feel better about yourself or because that is the only way you believe those in struggle find their strength – is ludicrous, is selfish, is EGO, is INSANE.


Let's have a closer look at what it is that is actually being cultivated through such belief-system:

the establishment of injustice and inequality as “just how things are”; the excuse for using blame, projection and pointing fingers at others without understanding how they as all of us have been created through this system of polarity where we are forced to struggle and compete against each-other to supposedly EARN the right to life, to supposedly WIN the race, the human race that is a nazi against itself.

What is being cultivated is the need for and the apparent ‘normality’ of finding 'justice' through separation, through self-gratification, through vengeance, through polarization. Instead of realizing that there can be no justice in this current system/world as we know it: we require a total-new structure to support life in this world, and to do that we have to start thinking OUTSIDE THE BOX we have created/accepted/allowed - OUTSIDE the 'rules' and 'laws' we conduct our existence by. We have to stop fighting for our limitations.


The statement quoted further implies that pain, struggle, loss: is the only way to find understanding, depth, appreciation, beauty.
Existing within such a belief-system, what are the consequences?

One will justify abuse; one will justify suffering; one will continue to create religions and hierarchies; one will continue to create ‘heroes’ and ‘martyrs’, placing them on pedestals, making more people wanna be like them...
One will continue to allow atrocity in this world and call it 'learning lessons' despite no one ever learning anything (because obviously nothing is changing and history is only repeating); one will create ‘martyrdom’ as ‘purpose’, as way of life, in fact as a way to be ‘special’ and ‘gain’ appreciation and some ‘self-worth’...

Is all that not selfish? Is that all in fact not a self-imposed depreciation of oneself as life, a depreciation of life itself!

Such belief-system is clearly a false view of reality based in the self-deception of EGO; painting a beautiful picture to not see the abuse we are existing in, to not have to take responsibility for the atrocity we allow in this world, to not have to wake-up from our denial and stand-up to STOP.

Wake Up and Change the Desteni of Mankind!

Self-Forgiveness to Exorcise the Habits that Inhabit us

Self-forgiveness is a system, a method, a tool to unfold and uncover the systems, patterns, habits one has become; the habits that inhabit us and take over once the trigger is pulled – a word, an image, a smell is enough to press ‘enter’ and the program runs: the human race.

Self-Forgiveness will Exorcise the Habits that Inhabit us; but then we gotta make sure they don't come back.

How do we become ‘who we are’? How come we be-come?

Self-forgiveness is like walking backwards untying the knots/nots one has tied oneself in while wandering/wondering on the thread of ‘life’.

Self-forgiveness is the unfolding of that thread to see How one is knitted, How one be-came.

Man Know Thyself.

Within this, self-honesty emerges – and yet some self-honesty, the willingness to see/face truth/oneself, is required to dare walk this path to begin with...

‘Fascinating’.

No self-forgiveness without self-honesty, and no self-honesty without self-forgiveness.

The more we allow ourselves to See, the more we place ourselves in a position to ‘get a grip’ of it all/of ourselves and determine what we will accept and allow and what not; the more we are able to take self-directive principle and determine ‘who we are’, instead of just following the program and what comes-up to drive us.

To See, however, we need to remove the veils – let go of that which we think we know; let go of that which we like to believe about ourselves, that which we justify the world with, that which we use to make excuses for our fear/’inferiority’ while projecting some ‘superior’ image of ourselves, as we cower and hide and blame others, instead of standing-up for life in self-responsibility.

by Anna Brix Thomsen

Actual self-forgiveness as life comes once we start fathoming the ‘effect’ our ‘cause’ has been having on the whole of life and this world as one; once we start seeing and realizing what it is we have been stand for and perpetuating in this world through all that which we have allowed ourselves to be equal to in our ‘inner realms’.

Seeing eye to eye, in self-honesty, we cannot but humble ourselves. Then – the choice: to either forever remain in negativity, self-anger, self-hate, self-judgment and spitefulness, OR to forgive oneself, let go, and move forward without looking back; to self-will a change that will purify, dignify and rectify self as life.

Through such self-willed ‘intervention’ (is that what ‘divine intervention’ actually is? lol) we start accumulating self-trust because we see and prove to ourselves that we are able to direct ourselves in every moment: we do not have to be victims of ‘circumstances’, we do not have to continue participating in the power-games we are educated with.

At school we learn to build ‘trust’ based in knowledge. Then we compete through knowledge and we even keep knowledge ‘secret’ to have an advantage against others! And that is how we’ve built this world.

Here we have the opportunity to build actual self-trust through ‘man know thyself’: placing ourselves in a position where we are able to determine ourselves in self-honesty and self-will; where we are able to actually move ourselves. This is self-power as life, as we stand-up through self-directive principle to live and walk as self-willed equals of life.

With self-honesty and common sense, we don’t need ‘knowledge & in-formation’ to in-form us of ‘who we are’ and how we are supposed to interact in this world. We can see where this has brought us and it is not a pretty picture. Instead, we can stand-up and in-form ourselves, and form a world that is best for all.

We are going to have to learn to trust each-other and live with each-other. This is a co-existence and no ma is an island. What we cause has an effect and all and everything that is here.

Looking again at the tool of/as self-forgiveness, we can see that: even though we are able to ‘explain’ and present and share self-forgiveness as a method, a system to work with to get to self-realization about who we are (Man Know Thyself) – actual self-forgiveness is something each one must live and discover for self, as self.

Similar it is with self-honesty; it is easier to ‘explain’/share/present what self-honesty is Not, lol. Self-honesty however is something that must be self-realized.

Self-realization, too, can be a process of self-discovery, self-introspection, self-reflection and understanding of How we got to be who/where we are today and How all the experiences and mental/emotional patterns of self were created --- but then to realize self beyond that, to make self real as life beyond conditioned stimulus-response patterns: is another story that can only be self-realized through self-actualization: real-living, real-I, real-time, breath by breath, in every moment.

That’s why it was/is suggested that we walk this process in every breath, one breath at a time, one point at a time, until it’s done. Patience is required - not the easiest of virtues, lol. But is there another way?

Trapped in time, created through time, we must work with time to re-create ourselves in dignity and respect, in a way that we can live with ourselves without regret, without shame; and in a way we can live with each-other without harm, without spite, without secrets.

We are going for it – facing the inevitable that is ourselves.

by Bastian Neumann

“Self honesty takes TIME as you are a creature of TIME and you must understand how you have CREATED yourself through TIME. Once you grasp TIME and how that can be manipulated, you will realize the importance of being in TIME and on TIME, directing time as the TIMEKEEPER called BREATH until all time can be trusted to serve only LIFE. When this is done – we will have ETERNAL time as no matter who will be born where, it will be into heaven here on EARTH” – Bernard Poolman

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Of WAR and the RAW nature of life

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Here in other words:

of WAR 
and the RAW nature of life

In the RAW-ness of our design we are Equal: skeletons filled with flesh and water, all requiring nourishment, shelter, care, relations.

...The RAW-ness of our nature is the physical. Here, physical conditions create either comfort or discomfort. It is easy and simple to determine which is the case, it is for all the same.

...RAW living is direct. RAW living is living the self-trust to express, share and participate with and within the direct reality that is here – the actual reality, the one world we share.

WAR is the opposite of that.

Based on self-definitions, traditions, culture and other ‘differences’ we inherit through our (mis)education in this world, we each create a Meta-reality to which we assign meaning and value and which we hold as ‘more than’ all others.

...Ego exists in all layers of self-definition – from the micro-cosmos of the individual to the macro-cosmos of race, nation, culture, religion, ethnicity etc.

...We fight for our differences in the outside world; we fight for self-righteousness inside.

We create WAR in all ways – through ignoring / denying/ suppressing our Equality as Life, the RAW-ness of our Nature, and pursuing the indoctrinated fight for survival. We are basically fighting for our limitations.

Our world systems feed off of WAR; the current money-system is based on WAR and runs on WAR. The conflict of differences and polarities creates friction – and that friction is the fuel that keeps the system running, the world as we know it.

‘Balance’ within this bipolar system is but a concept that promises ‘peace’, a ‘peace’ however that lasts only for a moment – a state of momentary ‘equilibrium’ enough to create hope and spark delusions of success and a worthwhile future ...for the ‘winners’. 

This ‘balance’ is in relation to the system only, the Big Brother as Money that controls both the Haves and the Have-Nots; this balance is never to the benefit of All at the same time, let alone at all times. 

And so the ‘law of balance’ is but a fraud to trick those in pursuit of enlightened self-interest at the cost of those that cannot even dream of such, so desperate is their condition. Such ‘balance’ can only exist in the context of polarity, for a fleeting moment; and while the elite indulge in delusions of grandeur and alleged ‘spirituality’, half the world is left to suffer hunger, starvation, famine, violence.

In this current system of WAR we are all enslaved by each-other through our mere participation in the fabricated Meta-reality and our role on the ‘chessboard’ that assigned to us at birth. The System gladly sacrifices the pawns for the queen; God save the Queen!

Upon closer inspection it is evident that this Meta-reality is created, defined and pursued through the Mind – the Mind creates value, comparison, competition, be it on individual or other level: racial, religious, national, cultural, ethnic etc.

The Mind is WAR.

And while we are busy in/as the Mind engaged (or rather trapped) in inner and outer conflicts and the infinite search for the personal ‘jackpot’ that will make of one the ‘King’ or ‘Queen’ of the night/day/year/lifetime and will guarantee one’s ‘ascension’… we disregard, abuse, exploit and deplete the Physical, the Raw, the Source of ourselves as our Nature – both as our physical bodies and our physical world, our earth, the one actual reality we share.

WAR is Mind: We kill in the name of ‘god’, we kill in the name of beliefs - fabrications to paint reality with, based on opinions, ideas and value-statements ABOUT Reality rather than what is here in fact. 

In WAR, there is zillions of Meta-realities in separation and conflict, each one fighting to ‘win’, to ‘survive’; 

and so we exist against each-other, in fear of each-other – while disregarding the RAW physical reality as what is here; the One reality we all share as our Oneness Here.

It can be seen clearly: without the recognition, the respect and the care of our Equality as who we are in our RAW nature, which is the Physical reality – our Oneness is one of abuse, exploitation, deception, competition, WAR.

And while we fight, we do not LIVE – and are thus the reverse thereof: EVIL –

and while we fight, all life suffers the consequences of our self-righteous insanity.

While we are at WAR, we cannot be equal to the RAW of life as source, as substance, as the foundation of ourselves as life here.

ART by Jessica Arias

It is worth investigating all the ways we make WAR – and Stop – Stop War in all ways and return to the RAW of reality Here, to bring forth actual evolution, self-willed, and best for All in all ways.

Equality will bring forth Quality of Life; a Oneness that is in fact a Whole, a Together-ness, a With-each-other and for-All.

It is the first time in the history of mankind that we stand before such opportunity. The acceleration of time and technology no longer allows us to deny that it is possible to create a solution for this mess, a solution brought forth by ourselves in self-responsibility, in self-honesty as life. No god, UFOs or aliens required. No masters, for it is the end of all slavery; if we will it!

Stand Up!

Dare to Care 

and do the research:

http://equalmoney.org

http://desteni.co.za