JEALOUSY

Within facing an interesting point: Jealousy - I realized that Jealousy is 'behind' every 'problem' we are faced-with as Humanity, within as without.


I faced jealousy when I saw for instance that:
My partner would be able to be 'funny' and laugh with other beings but 'not with me'. Or when my partner would give 'more attention' to another being than 'me'. Or another is able to apparently be 'light' and 'careless' and me apparently not.
Or for instance I experienced jealousy when I saw that another was able to 'lead' Guizzy, the new pony, without Guizzy running-off, when I myself was not yet able to do-that. Looking at this point specifically, I see that the point that creates the Jealousy is the point of comparison: where I would create an image/definition of myself as a conclusion from how others apparently perceive/think of me in COMPARISON to another, and what 'conclusions' others would apparently make 'about me' in COMPARISON to another. I saw the point of 'fearing to apparently be seen as 'not as good' or 'worse than' or 'not as capable'' etc. - when in-fact I am the one judging myself, defining myself as 'lacking' etc.
Which of course is a complete fuck-up if one allows oneself to follow such thoughts, 'calculations' and 'interpretations' that are based-in: Comparison.



So - I saw that the main points in relation to Jealousy are:

COMPARISON (between friends, family/siblings, in terms of 'gender', 'intellect', money/'status', possibilities for 'success' etc.)

COMPETITION (in school, in society, family/siblings, gender/looks/body-shape/appearance, in terms of 'abilities' etc.)

RIVALITY / RIVALRY (within family/siblings, friends-circles, societies, groups, leaders, countries etc.)

It seems like Jealousy is the Cause - Comparison/Competition/Antagonism/Rivalry etc is the Play-Out - and Spitefulness is the Effect.
The Cause being 'who we are', Playing-Out 'who we are' through 'what we Do' and 'what we Participate-in', creating an Effect Equal and One as 'who we are':
Creator - Creating - Creation --- the 'holy'-Trinity as Self - 'a Self' defined in Separation from the Whole, in Separation from Life.


Whether Spitefulness or Jealousy is at the 'beginning' or the 'end' of this 'holy'-Trinity = is Irrelevant: because the Result is an 'infinite'-Cycle, a 'Vicious-Circle', a Trap - a Cycle of Abuse and Denial of Life.



JEALOUSY is based-on the Differences of what we perceive to HAVE and NOT-HAVE - - and the FEAR of being 'less', that goes hand-in-hand with the DESIRE to be 'more'.
Thus what is evident in all of this is: the 'inherent Inability' to be EQUAL, the
unwillingness to SEE that underneath the 'make-up', the 'form', the 'gender', the 'intellect', the 'money', the 'access-oires', the 'appearance'/the picture - we ARE EQUAL.

The point that is not allowing us to Realize that we ARE EQUAL is the point of Possession through and as Jealousy - wherein we will support the accepted separation and the Polarity of/as 'superior'-'inferior'-Perceptions - by going-into Comparison, Competition, Antagonism, Rivality.

And why? Because we are seemingly not able to recognize our own 'value' as Life, not able to Accept ourselves and look at the practical perspective of 'our own process' and 'another's process' - - which is in-essence a process of Equalization, Amalgamation and REALization - possible only through Forgiveness: through the letting-go of Everything we have defined ourselves by and as, letting-go of 'who we perceive we are', letting-go of our apparent 'specialness' and the need to be 'someone', the need to be 'important', the need for 'power'.


Thus, if one is able to self-honestly look-at and see the points of Jealousy - - these points 'carry' within them as them the practical-Key to their 'transcendence', meaning:
In allowing Self to See the existent Jealousy - Self-Intimacy is possible. In allowing Self to See 'who I am' within that Jealousy - Self-Honesty is possible. In allowing Self to See the Consequence/Side-Effects of Jealousy - Self-Forgiveness is possible.

In the actual Stopping of the projected 'feelings', beliefs and perceptions that cause and support Jealousy - and within Realizing the SELF-Responsibility to make Self Real as Life, thus Equal to ALL expressions as One - - it can be seen that the points of Jealousy can be turned-into a Gift for Self within and as the Process of Equalizing ourselves and stopping the Separation we have accepted and allowed within ourselves;
Realizing that: 'if another has 'more' or is 'more' able - I do not need to judge this point, I do not need to have an emotional reaction toward this point - Let me see things for what they are :
If another is 'more able' - it is because 'they' are actually allowing themselves / pushing themselves / willing themselves to 'do-it'/'be-it' - - and thus I am equally able-to - and I may look at How 'this' or 'that' expression/application is possible and become-it Equally. No-one is standing in my way, but my own 'hold' onto self-definitions, perceptions, beliefs, fears, desires and denials.



In many cases I have found that the points I was experiencing jealousy towards were 'not real' and that the beings I was jealous-of were merely 'showing-off' something, or 'acting-out' something from the starting-point of wanting attention or 'trying to be something'. When I realized that, jealousy stopped.

This is not to say that there is any excuse or justification for Jealousy /for allowing the 'feeling' of Jealousy in any way whatsoever. We must will ourselves to Stop Jealousy in all its forms, whether it is jealousy of something 'real' or 'not-real' - because it is never about the 'other'. Jealousy is always showing us something about ourselves - 'who we are' as what we're accepting and allowing within ourselves.


Jealousy exists through a Comparison between: an accepted self-definition based-on the perception of: 'Lack', 'less-than', 'not-having', 'not good-enough', 'unloved', 'unworthy' etc. - and the desired-Projection of something 'better', 'more', 'more valuable', 'more worthy', 'more abundant', 'more able' and so-on.

It is obvious that at the bottom of every such 'point' as an 'experience' (made-'real' through perception/belief) - one will find: Jealousy.

'Money' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Power' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Luxury' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Marriage' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Relationship' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Friendship' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Having-Children' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Having-Pets' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Consumerism' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Sports' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Studying' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Working' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Science' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Spirituality' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Healing' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Cults' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'War' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Murder' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Rape' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Abuse' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Poverty' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
'Survival' is a Manifestation of Jealousy
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'Disease' is a Manifestation of Jealousy

Jealousy is the human-Disease; the Human is Dis-Eased because of Jealousy.

Jealousy is 'functioning' within and as Energy.
Accumulation of Energy and the Desire for Energy is a Manifestation of Jealousy - - we have become 'Energy-Vampires' as a Manifestation of Jealousy out of our Fear of Lack, Fear of Loss, Fear of Not-Having, Fear of 'Death', Fear of Not-Being - - which in itself is in-fact a confirmation that we are Not-Being, we are Not-Real, because we are not Sustaining ourselves, we are not Sustaining Life - we are feeding-off each-other - - we are feeding-off what's left of Life within ourselves and each-other - - and then we Die.

What is there really to be 'jealous-of' within this human-existence?

And what stands in our way of becoming Real, Being Real - but ourselves and that which we believe we are: the Energy we follow, the Thoughts we follow, the Emotions we follow, the Fear we follow, the Regret we follow.

What stands in our way of Seeing what Matters - but our Choice of 'what we give attention-to', what we 'feed', what we dare to regard as 'important' and 'substantial' - when we are in-fact denying ourselves the very Substance that we are.

Into-me-I-See

Where is the Passion?

I embrace within me a form of `anger´ that is Here when I see how I have compromised the Passion of Life as who I am.

Why do we fear to live our Passion?

We fear people´s judgment, we fear being misunderstood, we fear being envied or `rejected´ by the many that stick-together, in a fearful attempt to keep their life `working´ as it does, at least in their Belief.

This is unacceptable!

I eject myself from this lock-down-system and I stand as Passion as Life - to no-more accept compromise.

Why is the Passion of Life being compromised?

The Passion of Life in this world is linked to the propagated fantasy of `the one´ - where one will `save the best for last´ and become close-fisted and reserved, waiting for `the one´ - when in-fact we each Are `the one´, yet unable to Give ourselves to ourselves and to Life in every moment of breath.

Unacceptable!

The Passion of Life is who I am as Life - is who each-one really is as Life - it is Life´s Passion for Life: to do what it takes to reveal the lies and the chains we allow ourselves to be subject to.

I will no-longer allow myself to compromise myself to some `morality´ in the back of my mind, a programmed `set of rules´ of which I don´t even know the equation, a control-system based on this world´s ideas of `right´ & `wrong´!

No!

In this world, Life is compromised. As with Passion, Intimacy is compromised.

Why is Intimacy compromised?

We learn that Intimacy is linked to sex only. In our families, we don´t learn to Live Intimately - we don´t learn what is Real, we don´t learn that: Into-me-I-See.

Instead, what is Real is veiled by a `codex moralicus´; We don´t want to see ourselves, as we hide behind the veil of who we want to believe we are; We don´t want to be `the one for me´ as we are driven by subliminal impulses to always search for `the one´.

`Intimacy´ in this world is something that is happening behind closed doors only - only with someone `special´.

Bullshit!

Real Intimacy is to See `who we are´ and Dare to Share - in the Realization that we Are in-essence All of the same Life-substance.

Intimacy in-action is to reveal what is Here unconditionally; and share another´s Pain until Pain is no-more and not one of us is suffering in Existence.

Why do we fear Intimacy?

Because `intimacy´ in the matrix is linked to sex - and sex is linked to the Game of `winning´ and `losing´ - whereby we perceive that if we´d be intimate with ourselves and the world around us - we would risk `losing´ something.

The only thing lost here is Life itself, the Passion of Life as Life, as we suppress our Joy of Being and our Connectedness and our Sharing of ourselves in Real-Communication and CommonSense.

This only reveals that we haven´t learned to accept ourselves, we haven´t learned to live `who we are´. Instead, we want others to accept us and thus we `live´ a persona as who we think we must be to be accepted.

If we accept ourselves, acceptance from others becomes irrelevant.

If we trust ourselves, trust from others is irrelevant, yet likely.

When I know who I am as I stand as the Passion of Life - I trust myself. I am Here - and I know what I stand for, I know what I stand as - and that is sufficient, it must be sufficient, there is no other way.

This `anger´ that is Here is not an anger towards someone or something. It is an expression of me standing-up in the statement that: Compromise is not acceptable - ´till here and No-more!

This `anger´ is my commitment to myself to no-more allow or accept Life to be compromised, no-more an Existence of zombies, no-more an Existence of living-Dead.

This `anger´ is the spark of my Passion as who I am as Life, the spark of my Will to stand for what is Real, until I am Real and Free as who I am;

This `anger´ is the spark of my Determination to stand for All Life until Life is Here and All are Equally Free in-fact; until All is One and Love is Equal in-fact.

The Passion of Life is Here as who I am.

I am Grateful to all fellow-beings who Dare to Share and to call things by their true-name.

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